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I have built up a lot of cofidence this past year.
Especially with school and relationships. My girlfriend has almost all this power from me and I have no idea why I let myself give it to her. she's incredible and extremely nurturing. Though she broke up with me for not even a day and then the whole time we were apart it seemed extremely wrong. I realized she was my best friend and my girlfriend.
She cried the whole time she left my house to her best friends. We saw each other that next day and talked the night of all of this. She said it was a mistake. We just had our 4 month and are extremely pleased with each other.
My only issue is..what if this all happens again because I use to be suicidal but now as I have grown it's been something different. When she was there I even broke down I tried holding it in for when she left. Sure, i am emotional but I try my best to make sure she knows it's alright. I am just so scared to lose it all. I think were fine as of now, but if I do end up in that situation again what are some ways I may be able to handle it? (link)
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Thats so sweet.
But even though it seems stupid right now, time eventually heals. When I lost my first love, I thought it was all over. Now, I'm practically engaged. So dont ever give up hope and dont let love slip too far from you. You'll find a great girl one day if it doesnt work out. As for the suicidal part, dont let depression bring you down. You're a strong person deep down. A lot of people are way stronger than they give them credit for. Just because you cry, or get mad easily or just very emotional, that doesnt mean your not strong (by the way, that was an assumption). In reality, I think those who cannot cry or dont have emotions are more weak than those that do. Because they are hardened over the cruel days of their lives, they cannot cry or show others that they truly care. And that is weakness.
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