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I don't even know what I am asking, I just needed to be able to turn somewhere and speak my mind.
I've been having the hardest time trying to fine something that makes me happy. I've cried myself to sleep for the past two weeks. I have thought about killing myself. I hate school, and I used to love it. Dance, the one thing I used to find comfort in, is the last thing I want to do. My parents tell me all of our financial problems, and they don't get along anymore. Every day I go to school, I put an act on and pretend everything is okay. In fact, I am so good at that that I can't even be normal. None of my friends know that I'm so upset. Nobody knows. I am seriously making myself sick. People tell me all their trivial problems and say things like "MY LIFE SUCKS" or "I'VE HAD A TERRIBLE DAY!" when they have NO idea. And I would like more than anything to scream at the top of my lungs that I am mentally sick. I don't know what I should do. I'm seriously a mess and nobody knows.
If you read this, thanks. And sorry that it didn't have a purpose, I just needed to say something.
its a good thing that you recognize that you need to get help...whether its slow and subtle or drastic... if you wanted to keep quiet about it ive been told to write all my feelings down... i have tried it but it never did quite work for me...
it sounds like you are depressed...majorly...especially if youve thought about killing yourself... you need to go to talk to someone... a relative? friend? what about a school counselor? and then i think you need to go to a professional therapist (psychologist) because they can refer you to medication if that is whats needed...they can seriously help you...i think that would probably be your best option... really
also if you need someone to talk to you can always write me...ive been through a similar situation and im not great now but i also know that it feels good to have someone to turn to and talk to and have them just listen to you...
just stay strong...you can make it through but you need to get help for yourself pronto
(Rating: 5) thanks a lot :)