My names Becks, Im otherwise known as moon.
Im 20 years old,although I am not that old, I have lived alot, and have alot of experince with diffrent situations and feelings through-out life.
I have been a constant counciller, throughtout my life and have been told Im a good listener and I also give good advice.
I will always be honnest and blunt about what I think, but Im also very good at seing a problem from every angle.
More about me.
I and am studying to be a blacksmith, hopeing to start my degree at the end of this year.
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E-mail: Freakchildx@hotmail.com
Gender: Female
Location: London(se)/ W.Sussex
Occupation: student
Age: 20
Member Since: March 10, 2008
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Last Update: March 31, 2008
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when i realize i had feelings for my best friend (girl) i notice i am bi...or les? but i knew i went out with men just to test the waters if it was a phase. but it wasnt i couldnt keep my mind off of her. telling how i felt was so hard for me to do. i didnt have the guts till that day after high school i met up with her and told her how i felt. she just had a shock face. as days go by we still hang out and be good friends. she became closer as in leaning,teasing and close. i wonder why she felt okay with my feelings so i wrote her a note, didnt reply. after highschool two years past we still hang out. i told her to met me online to chat. so we did. i re explain my feelings and ask the question. she said she was fine with it and confused with her sexuality. i knew i had to move on. once i did but very slowly i met a guy at a party. told her about it in the chat room a month later, she got jealous. i ask her in the email why and she said that afraid fo me moving on
and being with someone else. she said she was jealous of my last boyfriends in high school. she qouted "iguess time will tell for the both of us". few months went by and i wounder (does she like me more than a friend?) so i ask her in a note. gave to her when i saw her. she didnt relpy for 3 weeks. with in the 3weeks i saw her. so i had to step up again. i ask up front and she was ignoing the question...then she said "i was just being over protceive" and she shook her head no when i ask "do you like me more than a friend?"
we hang out still with friends and at school (college)...but i am so confused about this. i like her for nearly 8 years and i just try my best to move on but why did i felt she lied to me? (link)
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I think this girl, def isnt the girl that you should be after.
If you have liked her for 8 years and this girl has constantly messed you around,are you going to wait another 8 years to be messed around even more.
Reguardless of her own confussion about her sexuality, your emotions are/have been put on the line, and if she cared about you as a friend, letalone anything elese surely she wouldent confuse you like this.
I think it would be better for you in the long run to cut this girl out of your life.
It is a rash thing to do but at the same time, I dont see what she brings to your life.
Ask yourself
- are you going to put your life/love life on hold, for someone who you might never have ?
- is she ever going to feel the same ?
- if you got together, would it work ?
- what does she bring to your life.
I hope everything works out
Moon x
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i understand. i do ask myself that.
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