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i took a test for bipolar and another for depression online. the bipolar one was positive and depressions one was severe depression. i went to the doctor today but was to afraid to ask so i didnt. i really want to get checked out i need to.
my mom is against me and against my friends how we dress and are very outgoing we just have fun. outa my friends im the worst, i always wear black i just feel like a total hypacrite if i dont and im unhappy and feel like shit all if i dont wear black. my friends are not like this but shes against them saying they turned me like this. ive ben like this since beginning of 6th grade then i lost all my old friends they were just bitches to me. Then i made these new friends i love so much and they understand me but my mom hates them. if i ask her for me to get tested shed go off to me about them and thats when i just loose it we start screaming. thats the one thing if you make fun of me aout, your dead. so i cant ask my mom but ill ask the doctor. but i chickend out she brought me to the doctor because im having really bad stomach and head aches and just feel like shit. how can i ask the doctor, i was just gona ask directly today but i just started crying so i didnt. ive ben planning to ask since 6th grade its now the end of 8th and its getting so much worse.
i went to a retreat this weekend and some people told their stories and most had to do with depression and how it screwed up their life. i made 2 really good friends, one was a junior a guy he was hit with severe depression in 8th grade and he could tell something was wrong with me the face i made so he was just hugging me alot and helped so much. one was freshman girl didnt give a speech but helped me by talking. this gave me the courage to go to the docter but i couldnt ask i just told them the symtoms of depression i felt but never said depression or bipolar or anything i couldnt.
what do i do? im 14/f very long sorry

Well, online test don't really have all the answers.
But if your said all the time and this has been going on for two years now, you really should tell someone how your feeling. I have mild depression. I've had it for two years two and to make a long story short, it can lead to other things...I never talked about my feelings and what was bothering me to other people. I just delt with my feelings in my own secret way. I thought it was helping, but it only makes things worse. Long story short. Maybe you just need to talk to someone about things. It helps with the depression A LOT. Talk to your school counselor, a friend, someone. You can even talk to me about your problems if ya want! haha Just message back for my screen name or something. Hope everything works out for you! :)

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