Okay, well one of my internet friends (I've met her in real life before though) got Work Expierience with this TV show, who are our idols and we basically worship them.
She's already done it and came home and told our group all about it.
I honestly couldn't be any happier she got it, really. But at the same time I don't think I've ever been this jealous in my life. It's not a bitchy jealous. I haven't gotten narky with her and as I said I'm REALLY happy for her.
My problem is though this is one of those sorta 'depressing' jealousy types. I feel really depressed and wish I could get work expierience with them. I can't, because I live in another city and I don't think it's legal. Also they rarely take in high school students, actually she's the first female high school student they've ever taken in.
I've also met them, and flew up to that city just to be in the studio audience. It's still not enough, I still wish I did what she did.
So my question is, how can I get this feeling off my chest? It's become pretty pathetic how depressed/jealous I am over such a petty little thing as this. It's not like I'm really missing out, work expierience for them isn't handed out like candy.
oh which tv show? hahah im so curious , anyway ifyou find this out how to stop this jealous /depress situation please let me know cause im kind of in the same situation ..of course not with tv shows and things like this ..juwst about feeling jealous of a friend but not jealous like i dont want that to happen to her..just like i want to have that too hahaha please
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Hey =] The TV show is "The Chaser's War on Everything" haha.
And...I'm already nearly over it. Just try to not think about it for a few days and you'll feel better. Also, it depends on what the situation is.
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