My friends ALL tell me I'm emo.
I don't dress any particular way, I wear random stuff, and nobody else I know would DARE dress like me.
I am really down a lot, and I have contemplated suicide more than once[and planned it].
I really hate people saying I'm emo, because I don't mean to. How can I stop??
Unfortunately, the other side of me is that I'm "really smart" but I'm also a complete ditz. I never get whats going on around me, because I'm so caught up in what I'm thinking.
Yet, I also have weird sensory crap going on. I am really really sensitive, and I can tell right away if something's wrong with those I'm close to, even if they're not there. I get feelings telling me to call them.
Someone HELP. I am so sick of feeling alone.
Suicide is on the table again, but I'm trying not to. PLEASE HELP!
Your friends think you're emo and you put suicide on the table again. Way to let everyone else influence you. Sheep.
honestly, tell them to fuck off. who cares if you look emo, if you don't act like it, or don't think you are, then you aren't. Labels are stupid. Get over them, and stop self pitying yourself, it only makes you feel worse. Go do something that will take care of your insecurity and low self esteem, such as sports.
EDIT: There are other things that can help you get over your insecurity and low self esteem other than sports, that was just an example I listed. Ever try learning a musical instrument, joining a club, or writing? All of those things take dedication but if you are willing to dedicate, you'll find yourself a whole lot happier. Oh, and FYI, I know more about how you feel than you'll understand, and I've been through a deeper pit of despair then the one you're in right now.
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You're totally off base. I don't dress emo. And its not that I'm suicidal because they think I'm emo. You completely misread the question.
and FYI, if I play sports, I feel like crap. My hand eye coordination is zero, same with foot-eye. Anything involving a ball, a puck, or running I suck at. I have tried. Its not pretty.
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