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Q: Ok so, im 14 years young and ive recently been diagnosed with depression. Isort of saw it coming, but for some reason it came as a huge blow. ive felt different ever since, but at the same time, im relieved to know that my personality has a justification. I have a lack of energy and happiness, and lately not only do i REALLY dont care about anything, but i've become extremely suicidal. Yesterday all i could think about was death, i just DON'T see any point in living anymore. I'm become more afraid of myself, because I actually might committ suicide [I've tried it twice before]. In my mind I ask myself why I haven't done it. I know I need help, but people reminding me each day is making me feel like I deserve it even less. There's a lot more to my story, but I know well that people are sick and tired of listening to other's problems when they have their own to deal with. I don't feel that anyone cares anymore, as hard as they try to pretend. So, should I just do it already?? Thanx for reading
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I've felt like that since I was 11. My parents were absusive. My mom and dad fought all the time (still do I just don't care anymore) and I couldn't find happyness in anything. I started smoking at the age of 11 (don't do it if you haven't already and if you have quit). At that age, I lost my best friend. He was a soldier in Iraq. He got shot in the left rib cage and the bullet managed to lodge itself into his heart. He died of internal bleeding and suffocation. I found friends who really care about me and showed it to me everyday. I even stopped eating, now I'm 100 lbs and 16 years old, sad huh. But my point behind all of this is that people really do care. You might not see it now but just give it time, everything works with time. That's why patience is a virtue. You have many things to come, marriage and kids and love. I would love to talk to you about your life and everything that's going on but trust me if someone didn't care about you, they wouldn't be giving you advice now would they? I mean, I bet I'm just some complete stranger to you but when I see something like this I want to make a difference in that person's life and I will try my hardest to do it. I care about a lot of people and I've been betrayed many times so I might have a slight idea about how you feel, I'm not saying I know completely because to be honest I don't know how your life is, but if you want you can email me or talk to me on msn or aim or something and I will deffinetly try my hardest to help you. Remember at least 15 people in this world love you for who you are, and the only reason someone would hate you would be because they want to be like you.
My email is DenyThineName@hotmail.com
Same for MSN.
My aim name is Luke is Elf
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I don't understand why people would be so compassionate and sympathetic to be when they have more important problems of their own. You don't deserve a 5, you deserve a 100 and a very happy life. God Bless You.
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[[ S.E.N.A.I.D.A ]]
Ok, I'm 16 years old.
And uhm that's about it. :]
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Gender: Female Location: Missouri Age: 16 AIM: MSN: DenyThineName@hotmail.com Member Since: May 18, 2007 Answers: 36 Last Update: August 23, 2007 Visitors: 4552
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