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I'm a teenage girl and I'm always alone- i'm not kidding. I'm homeschooled so that's why.(and i'm the only dependent minor in my family) I used to go to a prep school where I was around annoying people 24/7, and i hated that. But this makes me depressed too. Never being around anyone. my problem is this:
Whenever I get tired of being completely alone and I go out in public for a rehearsal or something (i do theater), I can't stand being around unintelligent sluts who don't understand me and just ask me why i look so sad and things like that. I get panic attacks whenever I try to talk to someone (unless it's one of my 2 best friends in the whole world) and i start sweating and I turn red and my heart starts pounding. and it gets too awkward and i have to make an escape.
I'm very well-spoken and i couldn't call myself "shy" but i still feel reclusive because i just don't really get along with other people. I've thought it was because of my intelligence being significantly above average. (been professionally tested) So I "notice things that no one notices" which makes me "unusual". (that was something stated word for word in my testing document thing)
It's like everyone else is a bunch of cows in a heard that looks exactly the same and does the same thing, and I'm a completely different species, who doesn't see the need to be in that heard. (if that makes sense)
I also battle depression- and I always have. It's not from any particular event- it's just always sort of been there. and i can't change it.
What is wrong with me? (link)
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Hey, I was one extremely depressed and I started cutting my wrists and I had to see a councelor. You may just be going through a phase. Right now I also go to a prep school and its all girls. I hate it there, but I am smart enough to have no friends. I am alone a lot as well [hense the reasons why i answer peoples questions all day] I do not like my life a lot of the time but what you need to do is look beyond the negatives. If you can't stand certain people just smile and say i'd prefer if you didn't talk to me. or answer there annoying "are you alright" with "does it matter to you?" or "its none of your buisness, you shouldn't care because it doesn't involve you"
There is nothing wrong with you, everyone is depressed at some point and sometimes it lasts for years. The only way you can get through it is by working through it. No one can really help you other then yourself... but I hope I changed that and I hope I helpped you!
Don't worry, you'll be fine.
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Thank you SO much! You can never know how much you helped me! I have come back to the site to help other people like you have helped me.
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