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I really hate my life but my friends hold me back not my family because well my family sucks. My friends love me more then my family. I haven't cut because im not some worthless piece of crap.But i have had millions of thoughts about death or killing myself. Im wondering will they even care if im gone? My parents barely reconize me now so whats the point? I told my love one these suicidal thoughts and he yelled at me making me more depressed. I cried for 4 hours straight and I even told him. He likes me alot and he said he would jump infront of a bullet for me. I was recently in the hospital my best friend since 2nd grade (14/f now) died in my arms im now emotionally unstable. Anywho my love one yelled at me and said he needs a week off. Its been more then a week and i sent 2 apology letters he has yet to right me back. I haven't smiled ever since the accident which was April 2nd 2007. I have no emotions but sadness. My sister is majo worried about me and i can't handle it. What should i do to help myself smile? And how will i get my love one to talk to me!? Thank you. (link)
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"I haven't cut because im not some worthless piece of crap"
I think that was really rude to say. Expecially since you never have. I've only ever cut twice, but i can't help it. Angry goes through my body and i can't help what i do. Do you really think people cut b/c they want to??
Yeah, i think that was really rude of you to say. People can't control it
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well it doesn't make you feelbetter retard
Rating changed by L2 mod
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