Hey,I'm here to answer to your every command. Okay, not really, but yeah, I don't know what else to say here other than Cavie owns you, too!
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I have a box inside of me...It's like a place where I put away all of my feelings. When ever I'm sad, mad, depressed of simply angry I put them away, swollow them. I say I put them in my "box" I have inside of me. And then I bring out the fake smile. My friends are always sying how amazing I am for always being happy and smilingbut the truth is that I am so depressed I don't know what to do. I cry my self to slepp. I put other peoples happiness infront of mine. When ever I'm alone I either cry or listen to angry or sad music. But when ever someone is in my presence I swollow my sorrow and smile and say everything is okay.
You know like when a friend asks you "hey, what's up, how are ya?" I always reply with my standard answer "I'm fine, all good, you?" But when I actually want to start crying and screaming. Here is my confession, I have never screamed at anyoby before. And I have been hurt SO many times. I let people stomp all over me. And I stil talk to them the next day. I can't scream, I can't get mad even thogh I'm screaming for help and sorrow inside of me!
What can I do in a situation like this?? Is there anything to do?
People don't like sad people. My friends like me when I'm happy and if I would show how I really feel....dear god! I would be one of the most depressing people they will ever know! There is soo much I haven't told them on what I have been trough...I don't want to to it either...I don't want to make them sad. As I said, I put my happiness infront of mine.
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I, too, used to be like that. My advice is probably going to be really short, but trust me, it works.
What I did was talk to my best friend 2 (don't ask about the 2) and told her everything that was wrong. I mean she really helped me/helps me get through everything, and I, in return, do the same for her. However, I suggest talking when you two are alone but then when you are with your other friends, still be the happy go lucky person. Life's just more fun that way!
Oh but also, if somebody did something to hurt you, talk to that person. If you don't, it will never get resolved and you will just be walking around full of open wounds.
Hope I helped!
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I will try to think about what you said..thanks
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