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I'm Steph. I love helping people and I have a great interest in music, I play the piano well and I hope to be a vet nurse one day. I am easy to trust and whatever you say to me personally will be strictly confidential. Thanks for reading! :) x
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im really confused right now. i went to be last night knowing that my boyfriend loves me im making good money and im doing good in school. but this morning i woke up and my heart, not like litterally like i was having a heart attack. but like someone had broken my heart and i was very confused and i havent really figured it out. its like all day i couldnt smile i couldnt find a reason too. when my boyfriend called me i was very short with him and kinda rude. and whenever he'd say he loves me i was just like o ya love you too. and thats not me. im usually totally lovey dovey. im really afraid he is going to think somehthink somethings up and i dont want him too because there isnt anything wrong with us at ALL. I just dont get it :-/. im really thinking its because my dads five year reunion is coming up not like a high school or friendship reunion but the reunion of his death. and it seems like its always harder when its a 1 year or 5 year or 10 year anniversary you know...so this year im really sad. this whole month has been horrible. everything i think about makes me cry music makes me cry, laughing makes me cry and work makes me cry. my heart hurts so bad its like aching...its horrible how do i make it go away...uhhhh what do i do? why do i hurt like this? gezze this sucks.........
This sounds like anxiety. It's VERY important that you actually talk to someone face-to-face about how you're feeling. Your boyfriend perhaps, then he'd know that you weren't being off with him but that you can't control it. Anxiety feels like your chest is caving in on your heart and it even hurts to breathe. My advice is to talk to someone you trust...
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x Steph x
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