To start, you can ask me anything. I'm 15, I turn 16 this Christmas. I really enjoy school. English is my favorite subject. I'm a sophomore. History, Geometry, German, French, and Gym are a few of my favorites really. I want to go to major in psychology and minor in journalism or interior design. I want to go to the summer gov school program this summer for either Russian or Psychology. I love to read and write poetry. I play soccer, football, volleyball, and skateboard, and I'm on the debate team and dodgeball team for my school. I love nature, just being outside, taking hikes, etc. I love stars and moonlight. Moonlight is incredibly romantic and stars and magical. I also love music. I play the alto saxophone and the guitar. I love animals. My favorite animal is the fox, but my favorite pet is Emmy, my beloved dog. I love movies, especially horror films. Saw, the Ring, Donny Darko, etc. My favorite movie is Alice in Wonderland (even though I am 15). My favorite bands are Wakefield and Lucky Boys Confusion. Broken is a great song. Skyler is my best friend in the entire world. He's the only one I can relate to on the subject of relationship prudency. He's a senior at my school and he's on the same level as me. I have more guys friends than girl friends because I feel more comfortable with guys than girls. There is too much drama with girls. Most of my girlfriends have what I call "zero bullshit tolerance" or what you might call a "bitchy attitude". Frankly, they just tell it like it is whether you like it or not. I love them all dearly. I'm a very independent person and I deal very well under pressure. I hate people pressuring me to do things. I stand up for what I believe in and don't let people hold me back. I am my own person and don't change for anyone.
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Okay, so I'm dreading next week. Its the 5th anniversary of my dad's death. And for this last month it seems like everything i look at or touch reminds me of him and i just break down crying...but its been five years i mean im almost 18 i shouldnt be acting like im 5, right? I have the support of my boyfriend, but my family isn't here to support me, they dont and havent liked me since the day my dad passed away. I'm not thinking about hurting myself in anyways...its just that my heart hurts terribly...is this normal? (link)
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This is completely normal. I felt the exact same way when the fifth anniversary of my Grandmother's death came up. All the pain your feeling is pretty much your heart telling you that you still love him, you always will, and possibly reminding you that he's really gone. Just hang in there. A heartache is an incredible pain, but remember: he still loves you, too.
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