I'm so holy-crap overwhelmed by everything right now! Most of it's from this girl. Don't tell me that teens can't love. I'm 13, and I know what love is. I know I'm in love. But she doesn't like me back. So that's two things so far, love and rejection. Then there's jealousy, when I found out that she had an ex and her first kiss. Her ex is coming back. I know it. I can just feel it. And I have nobody to talk to about it: my parents don't understand (I tried), my friends are as equally nerdy as I am, and don't know a thing about love; I'm way too busy to go see a therapist; I'm too shy to tell her all this.
And of course school. I made all the advanced classes, so that's kinda annoying. But not as much.
And finally, orchestra. I'm in my regular orchestra, a chamber orchestra, an ensemble orchestra, and a jazz orchestra, and I'm also taking private lessons. So that's a holy-crap lot of music to practice.
And now I'm way to overwhelmed to focus on anything. I feel like Charlie Gordon, from Flowers for Algernon. At one point, he described himself as "a blind man allowed to see the light" and that's exactly how I feel. I never knew emotions before. Ever. Now that I know love, rejection, jealousy, etc, I know how to feel. And I've been trying to get over that girl, but I just can't! I can't even remember how I went through my life before I became obsessed with her, before I found Advicenators and started asking and ansering questions, before I knew how to love! I want to be normal again! I want to continue life as I previously had! I can't do anything! I'm just blabbering on and on and on, but there's so much to say! AAUGH!!!!!!!! I'm so pissed off, frusterated, angry, weirded out, overwhelmed, confusticated, and just plain SCREWED UP! Please help! I can't go on with life, I'm losing sleep!
The fact you claim you're 13 seems pretty improbable. If you aren't lying, you're probably the smartest 13 year old to ever ask a question on this site. Congrats to you my friend.
However, the fact that you write too well to be 13 - at least from the concluion I gathered a while ago about 13 year olds and their writing capabilities - totally makes everything I thought about this question crap.
I've never seen any 13 year old refernece Flowers of Algernon, or better yet, reference any form of literature every made, nor have I seen a 13 year old with good grammar.
So my question to you is...Why write a fake question?
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Haha, I like that you're analyzing why I can't possibly be 13 years old! But if you look at my question, you'll see that I made all the advanced courses and everything, and I've always been a grammar freak, since I found a missing quotation mark in Alice in Wonderland when I was 6. I am indeed 13 years old, and I completely agree, why would I write a fake question? If you don't believe me, look at my column, my Advicenator screenname is Dakmor.
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