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i just came back from my friends sleepover and so im really tired and was in the car with my mom and first shes like "your always so blah" and then shes like "why are you always so snoty to me" and im like im not and shes like "you dont act like this to mark (my stepdad)" and shes like "your only nice when you want something" (which she used to say to my older sister also) but im like "no" because that not true its just that she is always yelling at me and i am very sensative and it makes me cry. like whenever my parents fight my mom is all mean and so i stay with mark and watch tv with him and hes nice. or the other day i decided to hose off the deck to get the dirt off around 6ish when the sun was going down and i accidently got a chair cover wet inside and outside and my mom got all mad and i didnt mean to i was just trying to help. or when my omm decided to take a kickboxing class so i knew that it started before my firends birthdat party so i wasl ike can you still take me and the shes like "you girls always want me to take you places and i just wanna do one tihng for me.. blah blah" and thats not true, in fact its like only te second time iv asked her to take me anywhere ALL SUMMER (i usually ask mark, not that i even ask him that much but w/e) and then yesterday my mom was like "did you get acard" and i was like no b/c mark was supposedto take me and i figured he could stop on the way there and she was like well hes working outside rite now building our deck so i guess that means i have to take you (all nasty) and she was like you shouldve walked and gotten one and i was like ok i will now with keri (my older sis) and shesl ike no ill take you. and now im really upset because im not snoty so what do i do, by the way, the last thing i want to do is talk to her b/c if i tell her this shell just defend herself and yell at me and then ill cry and ill get yelled at again so please help (im 14/f)

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