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Well Lately people have been spreading rumours about me that I am easy and a slut and stuff. And then one of my really good friends called me easy and a slut and it really hurt meh! And I really hate rumours like this! it hurts meh really badly. And also lately my parents have been yelling at me about stupid phone bills! And my dad pushed my sister about it and it really scared meh! I used to be abused when I was little but my family got help and its ok now but when he pushed her it just brought back all the bad memorys! Also for about two yeaars up until around march I was suicidal but then I got the cops called on meh and they came to my house and it was really scary so I stopped cause I didnt want that to happen again! Also I was anerexic and balimic on and off for about 2 years also. Lately alot of things have been happening that have made me want to result back to cutting but I don`t want to and I find myself going into the bathroom alot staring at blades just thinking about it and wanting to but then I come in my room and stay here. Also Sense the rumours I have been feeling useless and like I`ll never find a guy that will treat meh good and Ive just felt like I wont ever be special to anyone and its been getting me really depressed. Wanting to work out heavely to make myself look prettyer. I dont know what to do! I Want to know ways to look prettyer and maybe get guys to like meh and I need advice on my cutting and all the other stuff I wrote about! please help
14/f
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love maddie
I know you dont want to hear this, but you dont need any guy write now. It just causes more drama in life. Look your beautiful the way you are, and you dont need to change for anybody. Look i know a lot of bad things are going on rite now, but you need to be strong and focous on the good things in life. And about your parents, I kow being abused must have been terrifying for you, but things are better now. And even though the abuse wasn't your fault, try to stay on your father's safe side. for example dont run up the phone bills. about cutting yourself, maybe you should get professional help with that, becuase hurting yourself should never be the solution. I hope I helped and I hope everything gets better in your life.
~Everything happend for a reason~
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Thanks =)..
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