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Ok well im 16/f and i cut my self . On my wrist and dont tell me to use a rubber band cause it dosent work ive tryed or write in a jurnal cause ive done that to.. IT DOSENT WORK. my friend always asks why i have cuts on my wrists and i say oh my cat cut it. and if he finds out he will think im doing it for attention but im really not my mom passed away 3 weeks ago. and my dad abuses me. I have no relatives. so i have no one to talk to . so i turned to cuting . It really helps me but i need to stop . Because of what i tryed to do. Commit suicide but i stoped because my one and only friend caught me and grabbed me and took me home. I have had a really screwed up past . i was raped at the age of 13 and took drugs at 14 so now all of that made me really depressed . I really am loseing faith so someone please tell me what i could do to help i dont have enough money to go to a theropist so dont tell me that. im really scared of my dad so please help..
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Cutting is actually a disorder, that requires treatment. The process of cutting releases chemicals which cause a brief period of relaxed feeling for the cutter...However, as with any addictions, the results are short lived, the side effects are horrible, and it takes more and more to achieve the same result. If your dad is abusing you, tell someone. Immediately. Go to a teacher or a police officer or a doctor. Someone you can trust. The path you are on leads to bad places, and you need to change the direction before its too late. Going through the things you have is tough, very tough. But you have to make the choice to be a survivor, and not a victim. You are already taking the right steps by reaching out for help, now Im asking you to believe in yourself just a little more and take another couple steps. Report your father, and go to the counselor at school and tell them whats going on. There are alot of agencies out there that provide free services, so please do not worry about the cost. You say you are losing faith, which concerns me. Please dont wait any more, you are to valuable. I am willing to bet your mom is watching you, and loving you, and wanting you to get the help you need.
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THANK YOU! that was SO much help and its true cutting is addictive like a drug!
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