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IM 14 yrs old and i have a pretty bad life. Im not suicidal or anything. Ive had a pretty bad past. My brother andrew hurts me he will kick me in the stomach and ribs and yell at me and it got so bad my mom called the cops. He threatend me and my moms life. I called him in detention (kids jail) and he said there was nothing to be said to me and he wants nothing to do with me and he will never find away to forgive me or forget. Now he is being senet away. my mom is never home. I told her we need some serious talking to do and we need to talk It took a long time to come out of that shell and tell her that. She just told me she has to go to her boyfriends house. I was shocked. She leaves me for her BOYFRIEND. When her own daughter needs help! I was in treatment i was sent away for 5 months. Nothing really changed over that. Im not a virgin the only reason why is because i feel thats the only thing that makes me feel wanted. Just to be "loved" for that period of time. I was thinking of the long run. Now my friend offered me to live with her for as long as i needed. To sort things out. Me and my friend had some pretty ruff times we actually we're best friends but i screwed up and that ended it but she was still there for me. So she offered a home for me. Shes not into that stuff sex, drugs, or drinking. Im trying to get away from that but its hard. Like i said... i feel like i belong then. SO how do i tell my mom that i want to just not leave her but i need a break. For a bit. my friend said that we could get both of our moms together and me and her would sit down and we would talk it out. I dont want my mom to think she is a bad mother i just need a "mother" figure there for me that i can talk to. And wont leave on me when i need help. So help me please. This is and maybe a change of life.

wow im sorri about your life .. but the good thing is atleast you know that you have to change all of this .. just sit your mom down and be like i need to take kinda a vacation from all this drama and i need to straighten out my own life and get back on the right track and just be like no effence but staying here is just gunna make my life worse and just say how shes a great mother and you love her to death but you need some time to your self and to be alone and all that stuff im sure your gunna do fine just stay away from all the drinking drugs and sex for a while okay? because thats not helping one bit wheather you think it is or not okay im trying to help you as much as i can so i hope i helped alot if you need to talk more IM me on Sweet x Heart 20 and ill talk to you about it or comment back on my advice column alright hunn ? goodluck with everything

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