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ok um 15 yr old girl been giving advice for about 2 years but just found this site last year. hint I'm not good with does he like me probs.

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Okay. This is what I go through, about once a month, sometimes more/less frequently. I start changing. I really don't know what it is, it's hard to explain. But I'll try.

It feels like my heart is becoming empty. Like I'm becoming hungry, or like I'm enraged, or like I'm in love (they all feel the same to me.) You know, that feeling. In my heart. It feels like something is trying to change me from the inside, like trying to change my personality. My personality is weird. I think differently. I have no mental problems. O__o;;

I'm thinking that maybe my way if thinking is correct and maybe....God....doesn't want me to know whatever it is I know. Anyway. Back to what happens. The first time it happened, at my friends house, I started getting the feeling and for some reason I knew what was happening almost immediately. I started crying and pounding my chest really hard and saying "Don't change....don't change...." And I was grabbing anything to pound my heart with, I almost went for the silverware ;_;

My friend was really concerned xD I don't think she had any clue what was happening.

The second time, just recently, this happened again, only it wasn't as strong. I have gotten rather good at fighting it. But then it felt like there was a pressure in my head...like something was gently squeezing it.

This isn't puberty. This is something weird happening to me and if it has happened to anyone else I would like to know. I would also like to add that I am not insane. This is a FEELING, not a twisted thought or action. My apologies for the length of this question.

its probly a change your going through not like puberty a councilor or parent may not help in this case perhaps meditating or mabey just practice your not mental I know that I had things a little like that you think differently and your mind may not want to let it all in it's ok your going to be fine just have your friends help you when your having it and keep water with you it may help calm you down

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(Rating: 5) That's the best advice I've seen here. Thank you. Thank you for not saying I have a disability and sending me to the doctors. *hugs*
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