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Ok my lifes not terrible or anything like that, but ugghh. Things can be so fricken tough. I have a good family, we're all together and nothings bad in that department. Im even really strong in my faith, but geese life can get to be so damn miserable. Just last year my cousin moved into the same town as me. Yep, same school, same grade, same frigen everything. And shes taking over as popular queen. Shes a little bitch that gets everything and has to be so girly and wear pink and be perfect. My opinion is shes damn ugly but whatever. Shes went out with every frigen guy in the grade and shes not done. Shes never satisfied. People actually tell me omg how can you be related to her. I dont even know... my response is gee idk how i got related to a mix of godzilla and the devil himself. To add onto the jumble my aunt (her mom) is always up my butt about us having a good relationship and crap like that. HOW CAN I HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER? I've tried time and again. I even started hanging around her crowd but they all hated me and couldnt wait to get rid of me and they would even tell her that nobody in their group really liked me. Total assholes. But the best part about her popular crowd is they all talk about eachother. So im done trying to have a relationship with her, she never showed up at my friend or family party when it was my birthday so she basically doesnt give a shit about me. Oh yes dont forget the lovely story about when my aunt came to my house on my birthday and started screaming at my mom and telling her how rude i was to my cousin(her daughter) and to everyone else and that i was a bad person and this and that, god it was miserable. I actually have an awsome crowd of friends and a wonderful best friend, and im always being told im prettier than my cousin and stuff, so im not jealous of her or anything. Shes gotten me in trouble from my parents so many times this year but my mom finally feels bad and has just realized who the girl really is. So all that being grounded for nothing. Anyway..she hates me. She always has. And my annoying aunt is always in my face and telling me to be like her daughter. The best part is that shes got two more daughters, one is my sisters age, so my sister goes through the same hell as me. Well anyway that cousin is the schools whore, biggest druggy in the world, and always lies to her mother about whos shes with. So thats damn screwed up if you know what i mean. And whenever we tell my aunt she doesnt really click with it. She just goes I trust her more than anyone in the world, when really she just loves lying to herself, why, well put it this way, its beyond my worldly knowledge. Then the youngest is going into 4th grade and boy is she a fun one. My mom always has to babysit her and shes the biggest brat on the planet. Shes nasty to our grandmother, screams cries and whines when she doesnt get what she wants, she makes fun of me (or tries to), and she never takes blame for shit. And boy do i hate her! Shes always going through my stuff and chasing me around and trying to do what I do. And yes i live in the same town as them. My relationship will never be the same with my aunt because I will and can never forgive her for what she's done to me. Its left a scar on me forever. Im sorry but what else is there to say. I was here way before my cousins were and now theyre always around me and telling on me and the one in my grade spreads rumors and makes different people hate me in my grade. And here I am, about to conquer another year of it. I used to love it where I lived. But now Im just scraping by. I want to get far away. Or live somewhere else. And I sure as hell cant wait to get off to college. I hate my school, my town, the community, I just want to be somewhere else. I love life, but not where I live. What the hell do I do before I go mad? These people are ruining my LIFE (link)
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I hear u about life bein tough! but try to hang in there.. look by wat i read i can tell ur cuzin needs attention and maybe its becuz she feels ur better than her and shes tryin to fit in! and i can tell she gets it from her mother..(no offense).. i feel really bad for u cuz i feel ur pain.. but wat u can try to do is that we ur near them try to avoid them.. but atleast ur mom noes how u feel and u dont get in trouble for it.. be strong and its all about jealousy and i really think they r jealous of ur family becuz u just mite b a lil better then them! lots of luck.. kit.. xoxo angie
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