Hey everyone,
I'm Sydney and I love life! I love my family, friends, and most importantly God. I just really hope I can help anyone that needs it, so if you have a question about anything or need help, I will try as much as I can to give you great advice to help. Alright, later!
LoVe
~ Sydney(:
Gender: Female
Member Since: September 5, 2010
Answers: 8
Last Update: September 11, 2010
Visitors: 1698
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Well I know its silly to ask if my feelings are real, because usually people are smart alikes, typically say "If you dont know if your feelings are real, than obviously they aren't". Im just not sure if they are real. Everyone says im only 17 and too young to know what love is.
But I dont think it takes a rocket scientist to figure out if you still have feelings for someone just as strong as you did 3 years ago, that made its real. I just always question myself, because I dont know if my mind is playing with me, or what.
As for the feelings I have for him; Im not real sure what ima do with them. It takes two people to make a relationship, so I'll keep my half, but I can't promise myself he'll keep his. He has changed alot over the past 3 years. He is now a sexaholic, and according to his family members-he's became a cheater here and there. I want to believe he wouldn't do that to me, but theres always going to be that little doubt that will stick in my head. I love him very much, but something is just telling me not to do it, and im not sure why. He goes weeks, maybe a month or two without talking to me than randomly out of the blue, he will text/call me like we have been talking 24/7. It doesn't make no sense to me. When I text him, he is short answered with me, and when I call him he RARELY answers, but if I don't answer his call, he's gets a little mad and texts me a lot until I do. Im so confused. :(
*Following my heart would be easy, but sometimes I can't tell the difference between it and my mind until after I made the mistakee. :(
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