My Favorite thing in the world is writing poetry granite i havent written alot newayz im 15 i go to Grafton High School and im not single :-) i met this most beautiful and attractive girl through advicenators we hit it off and now were going out I LOVE YOU ROSEMARIE alot of people think i am unattractive and that saddens me newayz here is one of my poems that i have written it is deep and dark
We have been born to this world
Some live dark and cold
I feel like giving up
Sitting here drinking liquor out of this cup
It sooths the pain and the memories of my life
It doesnt hurt like the blade of the knife
As I look through the shadowed day
I get onto my knees and pray
And wonder why is my life useless to you
I wonder what have I done to you
This rope i tied to a slip knot
No one will be there for me to be caught
As I jump from the rope tied to the cieling fan
I whisper the words Damn
For now i have lived this useless life
The one that cut like a knife
I gasp for air knowing what i have done
No air for breathing, none
I feel it getting cold in this room
No one knew my doom
This useless life has passed me by
When i was not meant to die
I took my life in my hands
My useless life has gone and died
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I had asked a question almost a week ago about my boyfriend dumping me out of the blue. Well, I find out today that he and one of my GOOD friends had sex.
Now, this is for anyone to answer. She thinks there is nothing wrong with it because we broke up. Tell me how FUCKED up it is that she would do that when she KNOWS I'm not over him and we broke up not even a week ago.
Right when I was just starting to be okay with us breaking up... This happens.
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Listen ALL GUYS ARE A-HOLES i repeat ALL GUYS ARE A-HOLES no guy in this entire planet is not an a-hole because somewhere in each guy there is an a-hole in them some show it more than others i try not to be an a-hole but sometimes i am and i cant help it and you know what he probably lost the best thing in the world which was probably having you because you would have cared for him so much and if he had sex with your GOOD friend she aint that good of a friend and if you ever need to talk about anything else IM me on aim my s/n is grkpimpva im almost on all the time ( I have no life)
Much Love
~Alex~
aka
GrkAdvisor
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i like to do things wit gurls to get attention but last time i did somethin i guess i went to far and fuk'd a gurl..everyone thinks im a lez...if u like me doin things wit gurls gimme ua scn... (link)
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you shouldnt do things with people to get attention im pretty sure you are beautiful and every guy you pass looks at you and says wow she is a beautiful girl you shouldnt have to do things to get guys attention because you already have it because you should be you and dont try to please everyone else let people try to please you
~GrkAdvisor~
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i hope we can talk more soon (link)
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i do too sarah so does it feel better to have that off your chest and telling your boyfriend?
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Ok so my boyfriend went to his house and told him if he touches me ever again he'll put him in jail but he did hit him a few times him and his other friends. your a really nice person and i hope we can talk again sometime soon!
*Sarah* (link)
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thanks for saying im a nice person sarah you are too
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Oh bye the way if i didnt have a boyfriend id say more but your really cute and why didn't you tell me you lived in virginia (link)
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lol thanks i dont know didnt think it was necessary
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Oh my god he was crying when he came to the door and he gave me a hug and said he loved me and he'll never let it happen again he also told me he's going to be put away for a long time he called his dad and his dad is a cop so i'll be safe with him and he said he has to go and talk to his dad about it some more.
*Sarah* (link)
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you should have told me his dad was a cop because wat he did to you was raped you and rape is a felony sarah it is going to be hard on you but your boyfriend did the right thing in this case and to let you know you have a great boyfriend
~Alex~
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ok i told him that his buddy forsed me to have sex and he went off and said he's coming over and he said he's really sorry for what he has done and he said to me not to worry he'll never be able to do this to a nother girl after tonight. I'll right back when he leaves ok (link)
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ok well sounds like he is turning to violence :( but in some cases it has to happen
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Thank you talking to you im gonna tell him the truth im calling him right now and i'll tell you what happens
*sarah* (link)
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ok i appreciate that thanks for the rating im new at this thing
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Im supose to call my boyfriend soon but i dont want him to get in to trouble because he'll do something stupid to his buddy if he finds out what happens (link)
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most guys would do that.... tell him that he has violated you... and you would like him to talk about it to him and not go for violence but knowing the other guy violated you hes prolly gonna hit your boyfriend because he wants you hmmm this is difficult its either you tell him t he truth or you lie to him and dont tell him at all and you tell him the reason is because you dont get a good vibe from his friend and dont like being around him
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i cant talk to my parents they'll send me away they arn't even around forme to talk to (link)
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im sorry i know alot of people whos parents are like that just tell your boyfriend then and talk about it it always makes someone feel loved and trusted if you talk to them about things
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ok so i asked a question a long time ago about my boyfriends best friend kinda took advantage of me well to day i was talking to my boyfriend on the phone and he said that we needed to talk so i called him and he said i've been acting kinda shy and he said whats wrong?
and then it was quiet and he said again Your mostly shy when my buddy comes around Did he do something to you? Luckly my mom called and i had to go so i told him i'd talk to him about it later. What should i tell him or What should i do Please help me ASAP!
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tell your boyfriend about it tell him it because you trust him and love him also if you were taken advantage of that boy does not need to be around your boyfriend or you because that means suttin wrong wit his head if he is taking advantage of you if i ever saw him i would beat him up because thats what my dad told me he would do to me if i ever hit or touched a girl a way she didnt want to be touched so tell him and you should talk about it with your parents too and ask them if you can take some self defense classes to make you feel safer
hope i helped
~GrkAdvisor~
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About 7 months ago I went into this mood where I was all pissed all the time and I was all gothic for a while and I was into all this rock music and things I even made my room black (black curtains, bedspread, area rug etc…) I was always wearing a hoodie and I was in my room from when I came home from school until I woke up to go back the next morning. Okay so about a month ago you would find me in my room (still has the black in it but I’m out of the gothic phase)…I’d still be having these mood swings and I’d just fight with someone (verbally) because I liked the way I felt when I was screaming at someone or something along that…and it was kind of weird…and then I’d lock myself in my room and blast some music. now I’m here and I still go through my stages where I’ll lock myself in my room but at times I’ll be super happy and hyper and then 5mins later I’ll be all pissed off or start thinking and go in my room be all depressed and stuff…then in a little while I’ll come out of my room and act like nothing ever happened and be happy and stuff again…I guess I was just wondering if this is something that a lot of people go through or is it like not a good thing…I mean I know constant mood swings aren’t good and fell like I cant go up to my parents and be like hey I’m havin major mood swings what do I do about it?…because when my mom found out I had anxiety she just like laughed in my face about it so I guess I’m just scared of I go to her she will do the same thing.
- thanks ( and yeah…sorry if I sound weird or crazy or something...)
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alot of people seem to be able to relate to this question but there is nothing wrong with being gothic it is jus the way you see it some people do it to "rebel" some do it because they dont get love from their parents and some just want attention black is not a bad color to some people it is a happy color because black is the shadow of everything you and me and everyone else if you like screaming go for it maybe you like fighting you could possibly have bipolar disease which is most often the case and if you cant feel you can talk to your parents about it then that means you feel like they dont give you as much attention as they need to because if they did you would not have a problem going to them jus to let you know hunny if everybody was perfect we wouldnt be here advising you so your problems make us feel needed so if theres anything you want to ask me or any other advisor just feel free to ask or you could always IM me on my screen name which you can find at my column so dont ever feel that you are alone because we are here for you and if someone isnt weird these days they arent normal
Hope You Talk To Me Later
~Alex~
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