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theres nothing left to say the world is ending, but why am i still here id tell u im happy but id rather tell the truth. there are many chapters of a steven king novel id rather re-enact before id have to live the two monthes of my life, but the worst is over you can have the best of me now. If you wanna know more my name is Amanda, but I go by Mandy, Manders or Peebles. IF you don't get the Pebbles bit it's a softball thing so if you play softball you might. I am the catcher for TCU softball and the Point Guard for TCU basketball. I have three brothers. I had four, but one was killed. If you need anything dont be afriead to ask.

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ok,when i wake up/when i change my under wear,there is yellow-white stuff in it. is that discharge? and if so how long dose it last/is it a sign of getting my period?

YES. That is exactly what it means, and it never goes away. It's just one more thing we girls have to deal with, but sooner or later you'll get used to it.

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How old do you think you should be when you lose your virginity?

Um, it depends. I was really young, I think I was almost 15. But the best age is probably 17.

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I have been looking for some shorts for summer. I like SHORT shorts. Does anyone know where I can find khaki or denim shorts that are short? (Lately, everyone has been selling the long, bermuda shorts)

Oh, my god I hate those retarded bermuda shorts. What's the point of having hot legs if nobody can see them? You could try Academy (and I'm not just saying that cuz I work there) Or abercrombe or gap, but not Old Navy they suck and they short shorts they do have tear easy.

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i wash my face twice a day (once in the morning, once at night) but after i was my face it gets really shiny. and its really noticable (a few people have asked me why my face is so shiny...which is really embarrasing.)....is there any product that wont clog my pores but will make my face less shiny?

thanks.

I really have no clue in hell why your face is shiny. Your supposed to wash it. It could be like some rare skin disiese.

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For the past four days I've had a burning sensation in my arms. It comes off and on but when it's gone my arms feel really weak. The other day I felt burning in my chest too and I got really nauseous and threw up. It doesn't just feel like heat...it hurts. It feels like rug burn or scrapes and I went to the doctor but she just said it didn't sound like anything serious and she gave me some acid reflux pills. I don't think this is acid reflux but can anyone help?

Fists Diseise

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I stareted writing a story today at school, its about 6 pages long. So far it is about a girl, Melody, and she has the best boyfriend ever, Justin, and some friends, Ashley, Kirsten, and Kirstens boyfriend to be, Mike, and i'll add some other people too.

well melody and kirsten are best friends, and they have a double date, and are going shopping.

thats what i have so far!!

I need some cute names and if you have any good ideas, or just soemthing cool to put in the story!!

Thanks In Advance-

-*KeLs*-

Girls,
Jane
Amanda
Marie
Jordyn
Jenna
Megan

Guys,
Alex
John
Jason
Jake
Charlie
Aaron
Sam
Chris
Scotty

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wow, I don't really know what category to put this under, so I guess it works under friendship.. kinda. Anyway, I started cutting, I don't know why but I did. I don't want to, but it's really addicting.. 0.o so it's hard for me to stop. Only on of my friends knows and I just met him and I like him alot.. he cuts to, so I feel conferdable talking to him about this.. he doesn't do it so much anymore but I wonder if he is worried about me, I know my step brother is.. he knows to. Well he doesn't really know he just thinks I do it and he knows that I have a BiG possibatly of doing it.
When I look at my scares.. I cry, and I think 'is this really who I am?? is this really me??' cause I don't seem like this kinda girl who would do this.. I am real caring and nice and funny.. so I don't get it.. how do I stop.. do you have anything to tell me about what I wrote? just anything, please.. I wana stop.
--Thanks.--
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Ok I probably don't know much about this because I've never cut myself, and i dont want to sound rude but im not gonna sugar code anything for you. It's really really really stupid. When did anybody ever get the idea to cut themselves. It's stupid and it probably hurts. All you have to do is stay away from sharp abjects or just tell people and get them to help you, because believe it or not you probably cant do everything on ur own.

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I just bought a shirt from Urban Outfitters and I got the smallest size of the shirt but it was still really long! Like to the bottom of my lower back & butt! I dont know what to do because the rest of the shirt fits good all around. Will shrinking it make it shorter? If not, what else can I do? If I should shrink it can someone give me specific instructions how? Thanks!! Ill rate 5's and give feedback =)

wash it in hot water but only in the rense cycle or else it wont fit a migit.

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Let me start out by saying that my sister is a nightmare. A big fat nightmare who makes your life turn into serious Hell. She is a thirteen year old snob who gets in everyones business, demands things from my parents who take it even though they don't like it. She has been damaging my life the most by trying to beat the crap out of me in front of her friends when I was severly sick, she didn't beat me up, but she kept trying to, and it made me upset, and I cried because it my body was aching. She has tried to smart mouth me in front of her friends, when my mom tells her not to do something, when shes not around, she will do it anyways, and when I try to stop her, she get up in my face, and says, "What are you gonna do about it?" Now, when things like this happens, I call my mom, and she'll just say, "stop it" even though thats probably about the hundreth time shes done it. She also lies, very bad. My parents know, but not as much, she tries spying on my phone conversations with my boyfriend, she is also known to read my other sisters diary to her friends on the phone, and laugh about it with them. She also told all of her friends something SO personal, I am not going to say, but it was so personal about my older sister. My parents do nothing about this. No matter how many times I try to ask them nicely, or I just slam it in their faces, they go talk to her, and she plays the innocent one. I told my mom tonight that she has made my life a living Hell, and all she said was, "well, she said the same thing about you" That made me so angry, because she looked at me like she believed her over me or she didn't know who to believe, HELLO! I am the innocent one here, everyone always says mean things about her, so they know shes the one whose rude! She is also known to hurt me in front of people, she'll grab underwear with blood in it, and will announce to everyone that its mine! When its really hers! I have dealt with this for a long time, and today, I just couldn't take it, I screamed in my room so loud, and tore all of the posters off of my wall, and scratched my face. I have gone crazy! When I heard somebody pick up the phone while me and my boyfriend were talking, I ran to my mom and yelled, "GET HER OFF THE PHONE NOW I HATE HER SO MUCH SOMEBODY JUST KILL HER!" And then, I went rambling on to my boyfriend how much I just want to kill her, and now I keep day dreaming about ways that I can kill her. I also kept saying, "shes a slut, a whore, a b*tch, a little sh*t, and an a*shole." I know shes a slut, but I will not get into detail about that. But I am asking somebody to please not tell me I need anger management, I know that this behavior is not abnormal, what person would not go crazy after dealing with a lying sister and parents who won't do anything about it? My behavior is scaring me, I've never hated somebody this much, I usually just like everybody, but everytime I think about wanting to kill her and it makes me feel good I get scared! I can't really talk to my parents, I've screamed it in their ears, and I've told them nicely, they don't listen to me.


Also, do not even think about having me talk to my sister, she is greedy, and selfish, all she cares about is herself, seriously, if its not her way, theres no way, shes a spoiled brat. So I guess what I'm asking is does anybody think I might be taking this too far? I know that I'm not, but does anyone think different? I know that this shouldn't get to me, but I have to live with her! I need ways to take my anger and sadness out, because all of my posters are ripped off of my wall. Also, my dad is getting me a therapist, so I can at least have somebody to talk to, but the whole time I'm probably going to ramble on about how much I hate her and wish she was dead, I have truly never felt this deeply of hate. My silly boyfriend wants me to fight her, but I'm not going to. But I hate her enough to. So, could anyone say something about this, like advice because I am in a huge puddle of misery. I just wish somebody would just think, "Maybe Sarah [me] has feelings too" when she makes fun of me, I wish she'd think, "Maybe since Sarah has depression, I shouldn't call her names because she feel pain too" And it makes me cry at night wondering how I'll ever get out of this Hell hole, somebody please give me comfort or anything that could help me. I've told my parents about my misery, so don't think that I havn't told anyone about this. I will rate.

That's total shit.

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Well, I am a sports freak, but I have started to get out and try new things. I tried color/winter guard, but when my grandfather passed away, I got behind and couldnt catch because I couldnt get anyone to teach me the things that I had missed. So now I am the manager of the track team and I love it... except for one thing. When Im at practice the coach is late, I try and tell them what they should be doing and stuff until the coach gets there. Then one of the girls tried to tell me off and say that you cant have practice unless the coach was there and one of the guys was telling me that he had been there longer and that "we strech as a team", but the rest of the team except maybe two or three, including him, were running. If they strech as a team, shouldnt they run as a team? So, how do I get them to respect me and not be smart ellic to me when I tell something to do, both in a nice way and a mean way? I have talked to the coach about the two times they have disrespected me.

Tell them you're the manager and you can get their butt kicked off if they don't practice.

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