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ive been having a lot of spiritual experiences lately!!!!
one I experienced heaven. like I was meditating and I felt like I was flying and that I was empty, yet filled with so much peace and happiness. and I heard angels singing and then I heard a very clear angelic whisper in my ear.
when I was meditating I also asked jesus for forgiveness, and I heard footsteps behind me and then felt a pressure on my back like someone was hugging me from behind and I felt fingertips going up and down my shoulder. was that jesus?
and every time I meditate, ill ask if jesus and the angels are there and ill hear footsteps suddenly coming towards me and then ill feel presences overtop of me.
whenever I take naps, ill literally hear voices. some have called my name. and some say stuff like "thank you" and "i feel like I cant breathe" and "im a doctor" (when I heard that, I meditated and asked for him to give me a sign that hes here and I felt hands on my back and you know when a doctor tells you to breathe deeply? I heard a breathing like the doctor was showing me how to do.) and "i do" and "i got a message" and random giggles and "i don't argue" and just a lot of other voices.
I once had an encounter with a spirit guide who gave me a dream of the career I should choose and he gave me a dream of a lot of dogs. and that soon gave me the idea of a doggy daycare sort of thing. I haven't heard from him in a while though.
but ever since ive been having these experiences of the angels and jesus, ive been so happy. like ive never felt this way before. and id really like to know what this all means, if you can please help me. id really appreciate it. thank you.
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I believe you that you hear these voices. I can not say that it is Jesus or Angels but I can tell you I started church during my teen years and came to have a relationship with Jesus and Holy Spirit. What I have learned over time not just by experience but by books I've read of authors who have experienced a range of similar things is that God and Angels do not chatter and spit out nonsensical things. Their only concern would be with your spiritual growth and lots of that will happen thru what you do as a human. The messages of Angels are much more subtle than bits and pieces of sentences, just a gentle prodding to your mind, placing an idea there that you will think you came up with on your own. Jesus does not say things like I'm a doctor, I can't breathe, I don't care and random giggles. None of this applies to helping you grow spiritually. God has many created beings that work on a heavenly plane. But ours is also a quarantined planet because of the fall of Lucifer and the other angels he took with him who now all work to the contrary of Gods ways. Then there are souls. Each person has a soul. If we as a soul have learned enough and graduated so to speak, then we are ready to work from the heavenly side, There are positions in heaven to be filled by our souls but one job is to be a spirit guide. At least thats my belief thru books and my experiences. I know too well from an adopted sister who is psychic that there is also a who seek to distract us from the right path, by pretending to be angels of light and God. Lucifer was a most beautiful angel once (what we call the devil today)
There are also souls who die and either aren't aware they are dead and its time to go see Jesus or they haunt a place and continue in spirit life as a ghost to do more of the same mean hateful ugly stuff they did while alive. So there are two basic sources where you could experience all this from. Anyone would feel happy if they felt Jesus was visiting them so to feel that is great but not any indication that you are safe and for some odd reason under attack spiritually in a way you wouldnt realize is from a source that is anything but Angels or Jesus. Like I said, a master of disguise to gain your trust first and then the voices tell you to do much more rotten things.
Then again dear, there is a condition under which people generally hear voices that no one else does, because its something their brain is doing and creating when it is not real. You've probably heard of Alzheimers, old people get it. Their brain at first makes them lose contact with whats real and whats not. I remember when my 'grandmother on my husbands side called his mom saying, please come help me. There's this free loading couple who have invaded my home and I try to kick them out and they won't leave. Mom goes over and is told they are currently in the back bedroom. When she looks, there's no one there and grandma doesnt see them either at the moment. But as her condition got worse, her brain began to fail more and she no longer recognized any of us.
I am telling you this to prepare you for a mental health condition that may also be the caues and does afflict younger people. It's called Schizophrenia. My brother had it. He's no longer alive. I watched him have conversation with me and then turn to start talking to or listening to someone or something else and would make comments like Yeah, I know, or giggle. It was bizarre to watch and he wasn;t like that at first, this was after the mental illness had really set in and it often makes its first appearance in teen and college age people. So this is something you may want to rule out as its easier to check with a Dr, under go tests and be able to rule this our or confirm it, in which case, meds should help you live a fairly normal life. If the Dr. says you don't have it, then the only other explanation left is that something is going on in the spiritual side of things. As much as I believe in people being able to hear from God, only a very few actually hear audible voices, not voices in their head and sense things rather than feel an actual touch on repeated occasions. this is not to say a loved one who passed on may come once to give you a hug so you don't miss them as bad but then again, its also not a repeated performance from all accounts I've read or experienced myself. I tend to lean more toward you being haunted or being messed with by spirits with no good intentions in the end who are not with Jesus but pretending to be. Children and teens are easy to attack as their minds are not done growing and won't be until age 25 or so, and they are just more easy to manipulate because they just don't know any better. The other thing it could be is some mental illness. If so, its not your fault, it doesnt make you damaged good or inferior...its just that your brain needs something your body perhaps is unable to do on its own but can with medication.
In either case, I feel it best if I talk to the parents about this. If they do not take this seriously and do nothing about having you checked out with a Dr. then I suggest talking to a school counselor. What you can do for protection...other than ask if that is Jesus, is to protect yourself. You do have enough of this natural power, something I guess about being made in gods image. It takes good imagination. think of a soap bubble force field around you, where ever you are, or go, it moves with you surrounding you at all times. Every morning, think of this bubble that you physically can't see, surrounding you, and its made up of a bright shining Godly light. Always put it back in place, even couple times a day. Anything that is not pure and working on Gods side, can not touch you, or talk to you through that. If it doesn't stop, its not because you're protection isn't working, it might have to do with Schizophrenia. Just tell someone in your life who can actually get you help then.
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