Member Since: June 4, 2014
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Last Update: June 5, 2014
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I've been battling depression for about a year now and i think I've been getting better but every once and a while I have a relapse. The other night I had a break down and I started cutting again and it got bad. I've now got a whole load of scars that weren't there before. I have also been dating my boyfriend for two months now but for the past two weeks he has been on vacation and now he gets back in four days and I don't know what I'm going to do. He's only seen the old marks which had faded decently and he thinks I'm better. How am I suppose to explain these marks to him?! He's going to be discusted with me and hate me for how pathetic and weak I am. I don't know what to do and I'll know he'll see them and hate me. I don't want I lose him over my weakness. Someone please help :(
And yes I have seen a doctor and therapy so please no lectures about going to the doctor and taking pills blah blah cuz they don't work. And none have worked for the past six months (link)
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First take a deep breath. Go to the nearest mirror and marvel at what a beautiful person you are! We all have issues, even the one's that seem like they have it all put together, have some hidden glue, tape and staples. Take one day at a time, but start with tiny steps, do things, find things that you love to do (even if you do not feel like doing them at the time), eventually your mind goes to better places, and soon you'll become addicted to positive activities, in a short time you will start to crave the positive side of life and you will start to seek GOOD THINGS! Taking pills, and or theraphy is only one part of getting better and in some instances not a necessary and only part, as a change in attitude can sometimes be more powerful and rewarding in the long term. Head up and soldier on, the world of GOOD THINGS awaits!!!
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