Q: Last year I became ill with this weird sickness, which is pretty rare, it was called coksaki or something, and it left deep scars, everywhere, but my face is what gets me the most.
I miss how it used to look,
everytime I see hole pictures of myself,
I want to just break down and cry,
because I thought I was pretty than,
I know looks aren't everything,
but it really hurts my self esteem.
And I had heart surgery when I was little so I havea huge scar on my right shoulder blade, I just have so many scars, and I feel like I'm just a big scar, and that I'm ugly and undesirable. I'm pathetic I guess, anyone ever felt similar to how I'm feeling? How do you deal?
I also know theres nothing I can do about it,
like the deep scars on my face, but I dont know how to accept it.