Member Since: September 10, 2009
Answers: 1
Last Update: September 11, 2009
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I REALLY REALLY need some guidance and I've asked a lot of people for help but NO ONE helps me. They just think I need to eat bc I'm so skinny. But what I'm going through is a disaster. I was diagnosed with anorexia. I was eating 600 calories a day and I was very, very obsessive. I almost died.I had been doing that for about a year. If I would have kept it up for 2 more weeks, I would have lost my life!! I already lost my period and every week I have to go to the gyno until I get it back because since I haven't gotten it, my ovaries are full of cysts and I may have to get surgery. But, now I've gotten a lot better. But, as far as the eating disorder, things are pretty bad. I go thru phases where I binge one day and eat uncontrollably and when I ruin my diet for the day, I go crazy and tell myself to eat everything in sight and the next day I punish myself by not eating at all the entire day. It is a terrible habit but its the hardest cycle to break. There has to be something someone can say or do to help me. I will be going to therapy, but financially, I'm a little restricted right now so its not gonna be as soon as now, and NOW is when I need it. I feel like if I keep this up, I'm going to die. I'm treading a thin line right now, and someone just needs to tell me something. I want to stop this more than you can ever imagine, but its such a hard cycle to break and only someone who has actually had an eating disorder can understand. So if you can tell me anything at all to get me through the day, I will appreciate it. You could be saving my life!! I've already had 3 giant cookies and a sandwich today and I feel like crying!! Its like I have no control of myself and I hate feeling this way... I know I shouldn't skip meals or anything like that, but I'm at a hotel and my cousin just ordered a cheeseburger, and its like I want some and at the same time I don't and its like the food just won't digest and I get anxious because I'm full and then I eat more. Please help me!! (link)
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omg i feel the exact same way! like i will eat one day like crazy and then the next day i will not eat at all until my stomach hurts so much to the point where i'm slitting my wrists just so i won't feel the pain in my stomach. and i hate anyone who tells me to eat, i am even lying to my friends to hide the fact i am not eating. and if i do eat like crazy i go to the bathroom and force myself to throw up. i know this may not help but i just want to let you know that you're not alone, and that there are other people out there with the same problem, becaause i want to get help too but i don't know how to tell my parents
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