Member Since: October 17, 2013
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Last Update: October 17, 2013
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Hi guys . I am 13 and in 8th grade. Okay first off, I have a big friend problem. I have been friends with these two girls, lets just call them Alice and Nicole, roe five yrs. in 6th grade I started hanging out with these two other girls, lets call them Eva and Lauren, and it was fun. In 7 grade something happened with my older sis and I told Alice and Nicole. Nicole told one girl and she told well EVERYONE. I had a breakdown, started going to the school counsels office during lunch and hadn't touched my phone for two weeks when lauren and Eva approached me again(but this time they werent pushing for details) ( they wanted me to keep on hanging out with them but i wanted to stay away from everyone)They said if I didn't want to talk about it it's fine and we bonded. Nicole had apologized a zillion time in that two weeks, and said that some girls saw us talking in hushed voices and said they would tell her crush she liked if she did not spill. I forgave her eventually, but it was never the same. Okay also with Eva and lauren is a girl named Mary. She was new last year and we became friends. This year it seems like lauren has made friends with this mean nasty girl named Sophie. So I want to know who should I be friends with. I know this sounds like middle school drama, BUTNIT IS NOT.I was thinking about killing myself this year cause I felt so alone. Nicole and Alice don't get me anymore and I think Mary would be a good friend but I don't really know her and my parents are always off on buisness trips. Lauren just makes me jealous so that would not work and Eva would not either cause i do not think she thinks of me as a bff. I feel SOOO alone. I am dwelling up all my problems in myself. It is like no one loves you. No one understands you. I wonder if I kill myself people will finally notice me. (link)
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DO NOT KILL YOURSELF!!!! You just need to forget those people and just try making new friends. It may be hard but you need people who care. Try getting to know the new girl. Hopefully this helped. :)
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