Member Since: October 23, 2010 Answers: 1 Last Update: October 23, 2010 Visitors: 342
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I am a 45 year old male. I served in the army for 20 years. I was medically discharged due to a negligent life threatening parachute collision. I could not live without being in the army. So on my last day before heading off on holidays, I went up to my room on the barracks and swallowed in excess of 300 tablets. Previously I had been diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome (PTSD) of which I was taking a cocktail of drugs. On top of that I was also taking a cocktail of drugs for the pain from my parachute injuries.So I swallowed the pills...wrote my goodbye letter to my wife and 4 daughters. Unfortunately I woke up in hospital. 2 years later I slashed my left wrist and I was bleeding into a bucket whilst talking to a counsellor...once again I woke up in hospital. I want to die. I can not take this life of mine any more. Please tell 100% how to commit suicide! (link)
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well let me tell you i have been serching for the same 100% way to die. all i can say is i have not found it yet. i am going to try again with pills and see were that gets me. i know that this doesnt help but you do have your daughters to think of so please put them first. i am sure they want there dad to love them more than he does the army and his love of death. good luck to you in you pursuits.
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