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Be honest. But just don't yell at me or lecture me. How bad is it that I like my teacher? He's pretty young.. like 24. I know it's not good. I honestly just want to know if there's anyone out there who's having a dilemma like this like me. or really anything anyone thinks about it. more importantly, how do i get over it? He's literally everything I've ever liked in a guy.. even guys my age. I need to SHUT UP about him. Jeez. Thoughts? (link)
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love,happy,sad,broken heart,just come and go time after time,god always send us some trouble that we can pass it,or sometimes the trouble is to difficult to understand and solve....well,i think your feeling is normal,we are human right,there is no way we can ignore this feeling....but sometimes we must think about consequences.....teacher and student....well,when im 20 im fall in love with my lecturer,first i think my feeling is fake....but every time i meet her,i think im really falling in love with her,my lecturer was 29....guzzzzzzz,its crazy..........then i think this is no good to have a feeling like that,im better to shut out and not to concentrate to her while she was teaching....pretty hard.....but im success to avoid her....the clue is,find something in your heart that make you can accept him....time is running....u can get a better one in your life....so cheer.......
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what im supposed to do know??
one half years i give her everything of my life...try to get a better job,try to make her happy,try to be patient at all...but know shes want to go n get free from me,she said that im make her suffering,pain, and else...shes says not hate me,but from what she act for me,it tells a lie in her words....2months im try to survive, everytime im tried to forget about her,im just feel the pain more and more,im suffering,when im telling her im going to die,shes even didnt care about me,shes just say sorry....sorry for what???after shes take everything from my life,than just sorry???how many people in this world know about my pain and my suffering,this all things really sucks,i hate my life,i hate everything know....im just always try to a shortcut,suicide,but i dont know why i cant do that,i wondering how my life is gonna end,im just want to release my pain....know in front of me,what i see is a knife....everynight,ive got a nightmare,never slept well,everynight im hear a voices told me to die....im just want to be happy and have a normal live,like the others...i dont want to stuck with this things everytime in my livfe,but im got no clue...should i die to end my suffering????? (link)
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yeah,i know this is wrong,but,i dont know how to handle it myself,even my friend,uhhh......im always try to not look back anymore,but,everytime ill try,im failed,i cant do it....is just so painfull....really feel like live in hell....no friends,no family,theres nno anyone in my life can make me feel everything is gonna be okay.....im sad looking my life,im sad when i stand in front of mirror looking that guy so poor...im stuck know.....in front of my face now,is aknife,but everytime ill try to suicide,something inside my heart told me to not do it,but if i want to sleep,the voice come to me again and told me to die.....im just,aarghhhhhhhhhhhhhh........even god doesnt help anymore........what should i do now........... :(
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