Hey..My name is Rebecca Parker (most of my friends call me Becca) i LOVE Green Day, My chemical Romance, Pink Floyd, ect..toatl punk Rocker! Blue Eyes, I am the DEFINITION of a dumb Blonde, I am GETTING a picture not to worry but my camera uploader thingy broke...and need to know more just ask...
Gender: Female
Location: Alabama
Age: 13
AIM: rtiger330
Member Since: February 12, 2005
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Let me start out by saying that my sister is a nightmare. A big fat nightmare who makes your life turn into serious Hell. She is a thirteen year old snob who gets in everyones business, demands things from my parents who take it even though they don't like it. She has been damaging my life the most by trying to beat the crap out of me in front of her friends when I was severly sick, she didn't beat me up, but she kept trying to, and it made me upset, and I cried because it my body was aching. She has tried to smart mouth me in front of her friends, when my mom tells her not to do something, when shes not around, she will do it anyways, and when I try to stop her, she get up in my face, and says, "What are you gonna do about it?" Now, when things like this happens, I call my mom, and she'll just say, "stop it" even though thats probably about the hundreth time shes done it. She also lies, very bad. My parents know, but not as much, she tries spying on my phone conversations with my boyfriend, she is also known to read my other sisters diary to her friends on the phone, and laugh about it with them. She also told all of her friends something SO personal, I am not going to say, but it was so personal about my older sister. My parents do nothing about this. No matter how many times I try to ask them nicely, or I just slam it in their faces, they go talk to her, and she plays the innocent one. I told my mom tonight that she has made my life a living Hell, and all she said was, "well, she said the same thing about you" That made me so angry, because she looked at me like she believed her over me or she didn't know who to believe, HELLO! I am the innocent one here, everyone always says mean things about her, so they know shes the one whose rude! She is also known to hurt me in front of people, she'll grab underwear with blood in it, and will announce to everyone that its mine! When its really hers! I have dealt with this for a long time, and today, I just couldn't take it, I screamed in my room so loud, and tore all of the posters off of my wall, and scratched my face. I have gone crazy! When I heard somebody pick up the phone while me and my boyfriend were talking, I ran to my mom and yelled, "GET HER OFF THE PHONE NOW I HATE HER SO MUCH SOMEBODY JUST KILL HER!" And then, I went rambling on to my boyfriend how much I just want to kill her, and now I keep day dreaming about ways that I can kill her. I also kept saying, "shes a slut, a whore, a b*tch, a little sh*t, and an a*shole." I know shes a slut, but I will not get into detail about that. But I am asking somebody to please not tell me I need anger management, I know that this behavior is not abnormal, what person would not go crazy after dealing with a lying sister and parents who won't do anything about it? My behavior is scaring me, I've never hated somebody this much, I usually just like everybody, but everytime I think about wanting to kill her and it makes me feel good I get scared! I can't really talk to my parents, I've screamed it in their ears, and I've told them nicely, they don't listen to me.
Also, do not even think about having me talk to my sister, she is greedy, and selfish, all she cares about is herself, seriously, if its not her way, theres no way, shes a spoiled brat. So I guess what I'm asking is does anybody think I might be taking this too far? I know that I'm not, but does anyone think different? I know that this shouldn't get to me, but I have to live with her! I need ways to take my anger and sadness out, because all of my posters are ripped off of my wall. Also, my dad is getting me a therapist, so I can at least have somebody to talk to, but the whole time I'm probably going to ramble on about how much I hate her and wish she was dead, I have truly never felt this deeply of hate. My silly boyfriend wants me to fight her, but I'm not going to. But I hate her enough to. So, could anyone say something about this, like advice because I am in a huge puddle of misery. I just wish somebody would just think, "Maybe Sarah [me] has feelings too" when she makes fun of me, I wish she'd think, "Maybe since Sarah has depression, I shouldn't call her names because she feel pain too" And it makes me cry at night wondering how I'll ever get out of this Hell hole, somebody please give me comfort or anything that could help me. I've told my parents about my misery, so don't think that I havn't told anyone about this. I will rate. (link)
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OH MY GOD i have the same problem i know this sounds bad but first I just argued back and told my sister she has no life if all she wants to do is snoop, then i made her feel REALLY bad by being nice but like crying in my room at night and having a "fake" journal about HER that she can read, then pretend to get REALLY depressed WORKS EVERY TIME
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Okay, sorry i know everyone is asking questions about Valentines Day and all but me and this guy started going out just today not too long ago and i like him and stuff. But valentines Day is in 2 days and we don't go to the same school so i wouldn't see him ON valentines day-maybe just tomorrow. But should i get something for him anyways? and if i do when can i get it without him being there (if he does go tomorrow) and if i get it tomorrow how do i give it to him? and what should i get if i do?? thanks (link)
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GO to www.overstock.com and get him a REALLY good cd for like 10 bucks. Can't go wrong
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AMy friend called me "emo" because I dressed like it one day and I like emo music. Theres nothing wrong with that, I think I am too but I want to know how to dress like it bc I didnt even know that I looked emo till they said something or how emo chicks look other then the whole pierceings thing. (link)
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We are all soup...labeled. Everyone has to give everyone a label even if it barely matches sometimes you are labeled wrong..you just have to do something crazy to get back in the right label your name around the school will change and spread. Punk, Prep, Emo, slut whateva
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Hey there...
I need a lottle help as to what to do in this kind of situation... I just found out not too long ago that a secret was being kept from me about one of my friends tryin to kill herself and how she ended up in the hospital and everything... and all of that jazz... and how 2 of my other friends "saved her" by calling the ambulance and stuff... Once i got to think about it.. I wondered what the hell her problem was and how she got all of the attention and stuff(and she did this by overdosing on IBprofun by the way) And i was sitting there getting mad b.c. i didnt think that she should have done anything like that. And i was mad b.c. I've been feeling really depressed lately and nobody understands me.. so i was thinking about doing the same thing... only with soma's (since my moms a drug addict and i can get that stuff) and i cry at night thinking about this and how i wish that ppl would see and it didnt have to go to an extreme like this.. what should i do?
p.s. my friends mom just died yesterday and so now im really worried about her
Thanks
**Help Needed** (link)
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I most definitly know the feeling and have my own private stories...Ok you might not know it but you want someone to understand you and give you attention that's what you need..attention Look i read my little sister's diary and found out she was trying to go all out and be all "popular" and it's bc of my crazed parents who give us a terrible life and no one thinks or bvelieves her...everyone needs attention you just have to find out how to get it
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One of my best guy friends asked me out the other day,John and i was thrilled. We have always been close, but i was to worried of asking him out. Well me and him have been doing great, exscept that one of my friend likes him. I knew that before but that was about 5 months ago, since then she has been saying that she likes someone new and she does'nt like John anymore. I'm wondering if i should break up because of my friend or not? Another reason Im wondering if I should break up with him is because I'm afriad that when we break up we wont talk to each other ever agian? Should I break up with him before we get to close? Please help...I dont want to hurt my friend because of him (link)
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That happened to me once and IT's happened the other way around...sometimes people only like other people when you KNOW that they're taken...So i wouldn't break up with him yet..give it some time or else you might end up breaking 2 hearts
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