Member Since: December 29, 2005
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Last Update: December 29, 2005
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I am confused. I really need someone I can talk to about things, but I don't know who to turn to. My friends are great, but I just can't talk to them. My parents are great too, but I can't talk to them either. I don't know what to do. I was considering going to the school guidance counselor, but I'm afraid to. I'm sort of afraid of guidance counselors in general anyway. I really want someone to talk to about some things that go on in my head, but I am afraid to, if that makes any sense. I'm also annoyingly specific and paranoid about who I talk to. It has to be a person person. As in, someone who I can see who can be in the same room as me. Online stuff has never worked for me. And...it has to be an adult...or at least someone older than me who I look up to.
I've never trusted people before and I don't know how to now. I suppose I could always try and talk to the guidance counselor or someone like that, but I am really scared of my guidance counselor. I'm not as afraid of the other ones, but since they are all guidance counselors, I can't help being afraid of them. I also don't want to get myself admitted to a hospital and would really prefer that they didn't tell my parents. It's not like I'm doing anything terrible; I mean, I'm alive, aren't I? But I think that if I said too much most people would freak out. I guess my mind is just a little mixed up sometimes and people can't handle that. But how can I figure out what's real and what's not and all that other confusing stuff without help? I need someone to talk to but I'm afraid that bad things will happen. What do I do? (link)
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bad things will not happen to you if you talk about how you are feeling. i have been in and out of therapy for years, and when i look back on everything, when i was in therapy, i felt my strongest. i know how you feel, when you think that people will freak out if you tell them too much. i have a post traumatic stress disorder, and a panic disorder. you can only imagine trying to explain to a teacher why you ran out of the room in fear while watching saving private ryan. therapy is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
if you want to talk to me more, please, feel free to email me: chelseaisawesomekthnx@gmail.com
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