im brittany
I try my hardest to get through life,
Everything's not so easy for me,
I have to much to worry about so dont start shit,
Many people in life like to talk shit about me,
But I can careless, and I'll tell you straight up to "fuck off"
My Mom & Emily & Sophiaa && Nicolee are my favorite heros,
Their people I can always count on,
Myspace isn't the only thing in my life,
I actually explore the world,
Im addicted to my camera,
Emily & Sophia && Nicole my best friends
Whenever I go somewhere or do something,
they are always there,
This is my life,
Like it or not,
Website: mysapce
Gender: Female
Location: florida
Age: 13
AIM: heyy studd ox
Member Since: January 4, 2007
Answers: 1
Last Update: January 4, 2007
Visitors: 311
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Im a 14 year old girl. i just recently [about a month ago] tried to commit suicide. but before i could my friend steped in a took my to my school counciler. from there my mom was called in and she was crying.. blah blah. mk well i was fine after that. me and my sister got back on track with each other. about two weeks later i started to cut myslef. in one night i had cut all the way up to my elbow. after that night i stoped. the next day i was happy. i dont get why all of this is happening. i am happy one day then i feel like slicing someone open and i have all this anger. no one ses this side of me. only my family and i am so mean to them its un real. but i hate that after the fact. after screaming my head off and wishing they would die i feel so low; so horrible. i write my feelings down in poems and other ways. i hate when i am in this mood but i dont kno how to ask for help. i tried once and they blew it off like teenage hormons and i let them. now im afride that one night i will have no control and go that extra mile. which i dont want to kill myslef but when i get in that mood i have lost all control and another me is showing... i am never this way with my friends just with my family; when the littlest thing ticks me off. i want so badly to totaly forget my family and leave. let me put it this way; i would rather be put in a mental intitution instead of live in this house. [i dont get betten i just dont conect w/ any family member]
please someone; how can i ask for help without directly asking for it. no one sees me hurting becuase i get this way when i am alone and i feel so emberrsed when i get this way. i dont kno what to do. im so confused. (link)
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ok..
well i think you should just see,
a person u can talk to and just talk out ur problems.
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