I am 5'6", I am black with two children, I am a college student, I have no job, I am lonely and somewhat depressed. I have nothing else to say, execpt that I am tired of my heart being broken!!!
E-mail: champali78@yahoo.com
Gender: Female
Location: Louisville
Occupation: Student
Age: 26
Yahoo: champali78@yahoo.com
Member Since: April 12, 2005
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Hi. I'm 15, I weigh 120 pounds, I'm 5'4, and I do have to admit that the pounds are fat not muscle. But I wouldn't say I'm HUGE just chubby. Well my family are all very thin. My 17 yr. old sister is 110 pds, my 13 yr old sister is 100 pounds, my mom weighed 103 pounds when she was married at age 25! (the only reason she weighs more than me today is because she had kids), and my dad weighs...well he's a stick for a guy. I get my looks from my Aunt and Grandpa. I just recently joined a gym to help turn the fat to muscle more, to tone myself. But the problem lies in the family. They always call me fat. Like my sisters, if they get upset with me, they hurl the insult "your fat" at me. My parents both call me fat also. I don't think they mean any harm of it, but it really hurts. Every time someone says something I retreat to my room and cry. They don't know how much it hurts because I really do think I'm FAT. Finally today I just broke down crying and told them how I felt about them always calling me fat and my mom said I was just trying to get pity. What can I say to make them realise this really hurts my feelings when they all say this! The only persons who apologized for calling me fat is my little sister. I have 0 self esteem and I think this plays a small part in this. (link)
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It shouldn't matter what anyone thinks but you and yourself, your family will ALWAYS have something to say. Regardless if you are fat or skinny. I am 26 years old, and I weigh 227lbs. But I don't cosider myself to be fat. I consider myself to be soild. I consider myself as also being healthy. I don't care who talks about me family or not, I am happy within myself, and I am able to hold my head up because if they don't like it, somebody always will. You have a nice day. Pali
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