Member Since: January 9, 2009
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Last Update: January 9, 2009
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Well ever since i was little Ive had depression and anxiety...Ive tried almost every type of antidepressants, anxiety meds and all kinds of therapy, except shock therapy...I've been in inpatient programs three times as well as out patient...no matter what i do and don't do, I'm always soo depressed...not a day goes by that i don't want to die...I'm 19 now, still suffering from horrible panic attacks and suicidal thoughts...i have a boyfriend and i love him so much...and i don't want to live with out him...but my depression and anxiety makes me push him away...and its not him saying it...i no i do it...i just want to be happy...i haven't not wanted to kill myself in over 10 years...Ive tried suicide 6 times and was hospitalized each time...but for some reason nothing is helping me...i don't know what to do...i'm going insane and slowly giving up...Ive tried everything...HELP ME PLEASE!!! (link)
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I had a friend like you. What he taught me was that you have to want to change yourself in order to do this, (of course you probably already do) but what he did was change his personality and outlook of himself. Try to go out with your friends. preoccupy your time with other things that you could be doing with them.once my friend had gotten out of his depression, he had said that he regretted wasting so much time on being depressed. He died 2 years ago in a car accident. (not by committing it himself though) he finally was at the time that he was happy and then his life was taken away from him by riding with a drunk driver.
I hope things work out for you, and enjoy life while you can with the people you have. From experience... when you hurt yourself, you also hurt others around you.
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