Member Since: March 8, 2014
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Last Update: March 8, 2014
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I am an 18 year old male and I have been a pretty emotionally dead person for...well since my early childhood. And when I say dead I don't mean depressed or really down or anything of that nature. It's nearly impossible for me to feel anything genuine and I can only put a mask of fakeness on so I don't seem so far out. When I was in a psychology class I read about something called anti-social personality disorder and it almost disturbed me how similar the symptoms were to my own character. I've done enough to put myself away for the better half of my life and I haven't felt a shred of remorse or conscience. Anyways, I'm wondering if my lack of emotion is a cause of concern. Nothing brings me joy, pain, or sorrow and I can't even feel love for my own family anymore. NOTHING will make me feel anything and it bothers me. All I feel like is a body and a brain without a soul. Something is wrong with me but I don't know what. I'm a very intelligent person and all it seems I can do is succeed with material things like work while my relationships are built on false pretenses and emotions I never even felt but acted like I did. My question is: If there is anybody somewhat educated about this...what could be wrong with me? Do I have anti-social personality disorder?...and am I stuck with this? (link)
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So many in our situations find it to be annoying. Faking emotions to the extent that you start to believe them can be sometime. To go through life without emotion can come to seem pointless. The world doesn't truly accept our kind after all, they even have us believing that there is something wrong with us. And yet it is as much our fault as theirs. We cannot cave in to their own faulted emotion based Morales. Be yourself,that is what life is about. And if they cannot accept it, make them. For without emotion, we can sense weaknesses and exploit the wills of others...if necessary. I have. And mu reality is fine. People accept me for who I am because I have shown them truth through this void of emotion.
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