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ok so i am f/17 and i want to become closer to God i mean ive been baptizted before bt i really want to become closer to the lord i guess i just got baptized because i felt i had to at the moment i was close to the lord before i got baptized though.bt after that everything went down hill =[ i just want to be closer to the lord because he is my confort bt im scared to talk to him for some odd reason
soo how can i become closer to the lord like i was before?
what can i do ?
and will god be angry at me because ive changed? (link)
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At night close your eyes and talk to him . Just talk to him . Like he's right there . God would never disown you . You're one of Gods children and he would never turn on you . No Matter What . Just think of him more . Before you do something you KNOW is bad or even go out to drive , anything . Just pray . Ask for forgiveness . We can't live life innocent . But we can be close to God too . There's Some advice . Probably didn't help . I tried . [: God Bless you [:
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I was in a slightly abusive relationship for about seven months. He was my first boyfriend, he was two years older than me (I was fourteen, fifteen now). He pressured me and physically forced me to be fingered/give a hand job/and blowjob. I was really screwed up at the time. Looking back, I regret everthing and I know the person I was then is NOT who I am now. I let him hurt me and use me and make me feel like shit. I have gotten so much stronger since the break up. It's hard to say he flat out abused me... Because at the time I felt like that was just how he showed he loved me. He would say horrible things though, and he never really hit me but he held me down and forced me to do things and he did smack me a few times. He always used his size as an advantage. He's pretty tall and strong for a guy and I'm pretty much just small... If he wanted something he'd have this way of towering over me or pressing me against something or squeezing my wrists. He was very controlling. It's been about six months since we broke up. And even though it was a really hard thing to get over, I am better. My friends were amazing for me and even though my family didn't know the whole story they supported me through the rough months after we broke up. It was hard to not go back to him... I am somewhat involved with this new guy but I have a hard time trusting him. Being alone together makes me nervous and he can tell... I told him I've had a difficult past but I'm not ready to tell him everything. It's hard to tell people what happened. It's really hard to admit that you were os weak and controlled... I'm just not ready to tell him. He's sweet and caring and respectful and I'm tired of not being able to get close to him. I know it's gonna take time but I know I'm huritng him when I jerk away from him trying to hold my hand or refuse to let his arms get around me. He says he understands that I've had a rough past even though he doesn't know what's happened. I know he undertands but I feel so guilty. I know it hurts him... What do I do?? (I'm fifteen sophomore and he's seventeen junior) (link)
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You shouldd tell him everything that happened . . . Just so he knows and he's prepared . In case there's a blow with your ex . Example . He comes back psychotically trying to get you back . at least your new boyfriend will kno about it and be prepared . it happened to me . i didnt tell my boyfriend about my insane ex . one day in the street i saw my ex and he practically lik almost killed my boyfriend . Be careful hon . And plus . you need to talk to someone about it . And your new guy would be a great support if he is treating you right . Just trust him until you get the vibe that this new guy isnt good news either . Be VERY careful tho . Jus tryin to help . I hope i did . [:
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