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What is the most painless way to commit suicide?....The only thought that provides any degree of solace to me is death. I do not want to live anymore, there is no other way to end the pain. I tried paracetamol in my 20`s (am in 30`s now) and they just pumped my stomach. I fell in love with a married woman (yes I know there was no future) but I just don`t wanna live as the memories are killing me. The memories and love wont go away, despite the fact that she cheated on me. So anyway I have high BP and am being monitored for my heart rate regularly by my Dcotor. I have not taken my prescrption for some time and thank goodness my BP level has risen again but this is not working. I have taken to smoking a shisha pipe as well, so my health is pretty bad right now but it`s taking too long. The thought of death is the only comfort available to me, dpoes anyone understand this? Please just recommend an easy an painless way to die as I am a complete an utter coward, have no career prospects and have no ambition. I am not mentally ill but just want to die. I pray to God every night to take me but thts not working either, so anyone got any advice on the most painless way to commit to kill myself? (link)
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I know this is sad, im 16, yes...and im sorry...Yes im going through the stage of "teen drama, teen crap" but for me, things have been much worse, the painless suicide is sleeping pills... Iv been through so much as well, But more worse then a advrage teen... Im no popular, i dont have many friends, im always in denyal, and no one...no one gives me proper treatment, Iv been bullied far to much, and talked about horribly about, I always say i brush it off, but...no... i dont, i bottle my emotions because i dont want my mom to feel bad, and take me to a hospital, I wanted to be a person to people, but no....My friend, my close friend who i have been with for 4 years betrayed me for her "love", my brother has threatened me, and no one, no one likes me for who i am, and they want to see me wither away, what is the point of life? to be harassed with no one to help you, and just say "ignore it" when your hurting you self and they say "we are taking you to the hospital and getting you help" instead of a hug, to be held by your "friends" i pray for god to take me in, i dont wanna live, i want to end my life, and to be with people who love me in heaven, i want to be loved not hated... Im praying and praying for him to take me, i beg every time i fall asleep, sleeping pills, is my only comfort, and falling asleep, forever.... ill meet you in heaven...
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