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I'm Lyle_chia (DUH!). I like helping other people with their problems, because I have been given plenty of help when my life was full of problems. So please write to me when you are feeling down, I will try my best to help you!
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I hate myself and want to die. There is no way out. There is no definite answer to anything so how can you ever be right? Why do my friends always want to know what i am thinking when they dont care, they dont listen so why ask. Counsellors get PAID to listen to you. no one will remember me a year from my death. Anti depressants leave you numb and emotionless. Doctors dont issue sleeping pills coz I am a depressant but I cant SLEEP all i do is stare into senseless nothing seeing nothing but black shadows. The only releif is a razor blade and salt. Nothing will ever get better i will have this hopeless feeling of nothingness and desperation for somekind of peace of mind which i wont get. Things will always be the same and then ill die anyway. Im a selfish ugly fat bitch and the only way out is death. nothing can help me. im searching for a solution to get past my pathetic problems asides from counsellors, therapy, rehab, cutting, not cutting, anti depressants the only thing i can think of to a solution is death. no will will ever be able to stop this drowning feeling (link)
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Hello,
I kind of know what you are talking about because I used to be depressed; the feeling was just the same as what you have written.
There is nothing anyone can do really, you just have to come out of this mess yourself. It isn't easy. What I found helpful was actually having someone listen to me while I just tell them whatever was bothering me. So, if you'd like someone to listen to you, don't hesitate to write to me. I really really want to help!
One last thing, PLEASE don't do anything stupid to yourself. You will come out of this, and you will look back and admire how brave you have been. Please think of the people that love you... Don't do anything stupid. PLEASE. Just remember, shit happens but life goes on. Everyone has a lot of shit going on in their life.
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