I was born and raised in Spain, was married at age 19 to my than husband whom I met in my country while he served in the United States Air force. I crossed the Atlantic leaving my family and home and had no idea aside from Hollywood how real Americans lived their evryday lives. Now I'm a divorced mother of two teens and proud to say that after seing my divorce as a personal failure I don't see how they could of become the amazing young people they are today.
I have been through so many things I shoundt even be alive or sane. I made plenty of mistakes and continue too.. just with much moore caution but still manage to make them.
I am however a much better person truly.
Location: Washington
Occupation: Health Care
Age: 42
Member Since: April 27, 2013
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I need an EFFICIENT and rather quick way to commit suicide.
Please save the preaching, my mind is made up. I just don't want to end up as a vegetable, or a burden. (link)
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You are right to say save the preaching but your mind is not made up allthou you think it is and as far as you know it is. Also you are thinking to say things like " this is not a call for help " but it is you just dont know you are doing it. Survival is kicking in and it is becouse you are that close to doing it. We all have different lives and ways we live them so am not going to assume anything I dont know if is an illness or isnt it really doesnt matter and shoundt matter how and why s are not important if end result is equal... so.when I said that you haven't made up your mind I'm basing this statement on previous personal expirience I had a plan and to my fortune I went I to a psychologycal warfare to where I didn't know who or where I was and it was so frightening is like I was already dead my eyes had no light I coundt speack anything but the word "no" and than that turned into just a gesture.I was helped and without wanting it I was sure nothing could ever take my pain away not that kind and shit the things I've done ever sense. Only you know how it feels Inside you and if there is any miniscule chance of changing your mind please please listen to it. As hard as it is to belive in anything or anyone this days I am here for my brother and my sister.
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