Hi. My name is Liz. I live to love, I love and learn. I'm here to give advice to anyone dealing with a broken heart, self mutilation, anorexia/bulemia, teen pregnancy, sex, drugs-- you know, your basic teen problems. I here to read all of your questions, and help in any way I can. I'm not here to judge, mainly because I've been through almost all the things listed above. Feel free to contact me anytime.
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Age: 17
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sorry if this gets long, but i appreciate anyone who anwsers.
in the last two days i've lost over like seriously 5 friends. one of which imed me and told me about 5 people who think im a slut! one of which i like. but just met that day. because i typed that i cut myself.
im crying nonstop all the time, i hate who i am. ive been having suicide thoughts nonstop. im emotionally dead basically, and im hurting myself physically. i cant ask anyone for help, ill just scare them away /=
i used to be like this on and off, usually on, since 5th grade, i dont want pain anymore. i told everyone not to talk to me, im going to delete my myspace account.
one girl imed me telling me i have to give up a friendship for a while because of this kids girlfriend needing help, when i need it just as much. i feel like im a sob story. but im dead serious. i need help from anyone! (link)
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I've been where you are.
From the time that I was 11, until about the age of 15, I mutilated my body, either by burning, cutting, or scratching myself. You need to find someone to talk to, someone trustworthy, and not judgemental.
For the longest time I thought that mutilating myself was a form of "pain reliever", emotionally anyways. But harming yourself physically will not rid you of your problems.
It took a really long time for me to realize that, it almost became a habit, kind of like taking tylenol for a headache. Whenever I got depressed, I went for a lighter, razor.. whatever I could find.
Ignore those people that talk crap about you; in 10 years, none of those people that matter. People are going to talk about you all day long, no matter how nice, caring,etc. you are. There's shady people everywhere you go. You just have to learn to become immune to their words.
I wish you luck. Feel free to contact me anytime if you need someone to talk to.
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