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my name is michele nickname is kandi im 15 n i live in m*ville pennsylvania i go to susquenita high school n ima sophmore there woo hoo haha i love to cheerlead ummm most of mah friends say i give good advice i mean i knoe its not gunna be tha best but i have been through alot..more than ne one will eva knoe so i can relate ta jus bout ne thing that u may be havin a problum with...n im jus gunna let u knoe that im sry if i give u adivce that jus makes things worse...but hey im not perfect so dont xcept mah advice ta be eitha..with that all said thanx fa comin n ill try mah best ta help u

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May 17, 2004, ((st. patricks day)) one of my best friends committed suicide. She was 13 years old. She was born on September 11, 1990. Her name was Alyssa, and she was walking to school late and she was walking on the tracks. She heard the train coming and she turned around, put her hood up, and gave the thumbs up sign to the conductor. He couldn't stop the train. Alyssa got hit and died. A month later the investigators claimed it to be suicide, which everyone already knew. She had tried committing suicide a couple weeks before that, but I had to drag her off the tracks by her hair. I had made her go see the school counselor before that and I guess she still wanted to committ suicide. The night before she was hit, she wrote R.I.P Alyssa on her and her boyfriend's bedroom wall. She killed herself for many reasons, but I only know of how her boyfriend was cheating on her and she was in a gang and family problems. She told me there was more though. I tried so hard to convince her that death wasn't the soulution, but she didn't listen. I did everything I could to help her. Anyway, I know it's long but I thought you needed to know the whole story.
So my problem is, I still haven't been able to cope with it. I cry all the time and nobody seems to understand me. I miss her so much. I've already seen numerous counselors but they haven't helped me much. I just want to know if there's any way that I could start the "healing process" or if it'll just take time. I would appreciate all the help. Thank you so much!

Love, RacheL
((xoRachel))


R.I.P Alyssa Gonzalez.. I miss you so much.
9/11/90 - 3/17/04

awww that is so sad!!! but i think tha best thing fa you to do is try not to think about it as much and wen u do think bout it..think of tha good times wif her dont think of her death! if u r still havin problems then maybe you should talk ta consulor or sumptin like that!!! aww i hope u feel betta!!!
hope this helped

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