ok, i guess i've decided to let you know a few things about me. lucky you.
Music: Music is life. I live by music. Punk is the best, but pop punk is alright sometimes...when it's more punk than pop (no avril, gc, etc.). A little art rock and classic is okay sometimes. Alternative and ska occasionally show up as well. just lately i've been watching less tv and listening to more music, and i'm so much happier than i was a few months ago. all i need is music. everything else can go die.
Favorite bands: 101ers, 3 Against 1, 4-Skins, 5 Days Dirty, 60 Second Crush, 7 Seconds, 88 Fingers Louie, 999, Action Toolbelt, The Accused, AC/DC, The Adicts, Adolescents, old AFI, Against All Authority, Against Me!, Agent 51, Agent Orange, A Global Threat, Agnostic Front, The A.K.A's, Alice Cooper, Alkaline Trio, All, Amen, American Head Charge, American Steel, America's Hardcore, Angelic Upstarts, Angry Samoans, Anthrax, Anti-Flag, Anti-Nowhere League, The Anti Socials, Apartment 26, A Perfect Circle, A Perfect Murder, Apocalypse Theatre, The Aquabats, Arch Enemy, Arlo Guthrie (not because i think he is especially talented, but Alice's Restaurant was a brilliant album), ASG, Assorted Jellybeans, Atom and his Package, Audioslave, Authority Zero, Avenged Sevenfold, Bad Brains, Bad Religion, Basic Radio, Bauhaus, The Beatles, Between the Buried and Me, Best of Seven, Billy Idol, Billy Talent, Biohazard, Black Flag, Black Ice, Black Label Society, Black Sabbath, Blanks 77, The Blessed, The Blood, Bloodsimple, Blood Soaked Hands, Big Rig, Bob Dylan, Booker T and the MGs, Bouncing Souls (old. they suck now...i mean, have you heard "anchors aweigh'? it's digusting.), The Burial, The Business, Buzzcocks, The Cars {kinda}, The Casualties, Celtic Frost (pre-glam metal days, of course!), Chase Long Beach, Cheap Sex, Children of Bodom, Christian Club, Circle Jerks, CKY, The Clash, Clutch, Code 451, Common Rider, Complete Disorder, Continental Light Brigade, Corrosion of Conformity, Country Joe and the Fish, The Crack, Cradle of Filth, Crass, Cream, Crimpshrine, Crimson Spectre, The Damned, Danger Zone, Danzig, Dark Tranquility, David Bowie, Dead Kennedys, Dead Milkmen, Dead on a Friday, Death From Above 1979, Deemed Useless, Demented Are Go, Demons and Wizards, The Demoted, Descendents, Destruction Made Simple, Deviates, The Die Hards, Dimmu Borgir, The Distillers, DOA, Don McLean, The Doors, Dope, Downfall, Downpore, DragonLord, DRI, Dropkick Murphys, Dry Kill Logic, Easton Legacy, The Eddie Haskells, Eels, Elefant, Elvis Costello, Enemy You, Error, Every Time I Die [some], The Exies, Exodus, The Exploited, Faith Collapsing, Far-Less, Fear, Fear Factory, Fifteen, Fire Parade, Fischerspooner, Flogging Molly, Foo Fighters, Free, Garry Johnson [well he doesn't exactly do music, but he's on a couple comps (like 100% pure british oi! and strength thru oi) with the oppressed and stuff, so he gets counted], GBH, Germs, GG Allin, GOFER, The Gonads, Good Riddance, Gorillaz, Government Issue, Grave Disorder, Grave for the Fireflies, {old} Green Day, Guttermouth, The Guttersnipes, H2O, Half Man Half Biscuit, The Hangovers, Hate Eternal, He is Legend, Helloween, The Hidden, High on Fire, Horny Mormons, Horrible Idea, The Horrorpops, Hybrid Mutants, Husker Du, Iced Earth, Iggy Pop, Ima Robot, Infa Riot, Inside Joke, Interpol, In the Eyes of God, Intro5pect, Iron Cross, Iron Maiden, Isocracy, Ivy League, Jefferson Airplane, Jello Biafra, Jerk and Destroy, Jimi Hendrix, Joe Cocker, John Lennon, Judas Priest, The Kickass, Kid Dynamite, Kill Cheerleader, Killradio, Killswitch Engage, Kill Your Idols, Kineto, Laguardia, Lamb of God, Lars Fredericksen and the Bastards, Led Zeppelin, Leftover Crack, Less Than Jake, Light this City, Like Braille to the Blind, The Living End, Los Kung Fu Monkeys, Lower Class Brats, Machine Head, Madd Hatters, Mando Diao, Maninblack, Marilyn Manson, Meatmen, Meat Puppets, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes, Mental as Anything, Mervyn Albin, Meshuggah, Metal Church, [old] Metallica, Mighty Mighty Bosstones, Mindless Self-Indulgence, Ministry, Minor Threat, Misfits (with DANZIG! fuck anyone else.), Mobtown Hooligans, Mortal Treason, Motion City Soundtrack, Motorhead, Mr. Bungle, Much the Same, Mudvayne, Mushroomhead, My Own Religion, Napalm Death, Nasty On, Nattefrost, The Neccessary, The Needles, Nekromantix, The Nerve Agents, Nevermore, New York Dolls, Nine Inch Nails, No-Cash, None More Black, No Use for a Name, Nuke and the Living Dead, The Offspring, Oi Polloi, Old Man's Child, OPERATION IVY, Opeth, O Pioneers!!!, The Oppressed, Original Sinners, Ozzy Osbourne, PANTERA, Paul Weller, The Pennyroyals, Pink Floyd, Pocket Lent, The Postal Service, Propagandhi, The Q, Queen, The Queers, The Radioactive Chicken Heads, Rage Against the Machine, Ramones, Rancid, Reason to Ignite, The Replacements, Richard Hell, Riddlin Kids, Rikets, Rise Against, River City High, River City Rebels, Robert Plant and the Strange Sensation, Rob Zombie, Rocket From the Crypt, Rolling Stones*, Romantics, Rudimentary Peni, The Ruts, Samhain, Screeching Weasel, Scum of the Earth, Secret Machines, Serial P.O.P, The Sex Pistols, Sham 69, The Shins, Shock Nagasaki, Sick of it All, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Slackers, Slayer, Slide of Hand, Smashing Pumpkins, The Smiths {a few songs. not many}, Social Distortion, Son of Sam, The Soviettes, The Specials, The Spooks, Steppenwolf, Strawberry Alarm Clock, Stiff Little Fingers, The Stills, Stratovarius, Subhumans, Suburban Legend, The Sugar Daddies, Suicidal Tendencies, Suicide Machines, Sullivan, Superjoint Ritual, Super Sport SPR, Sweet Baby, System of a Down, Teenage Bottlerocket, Teen Idles, Ten Foot Pole, The Actual, The Agony Scene, The Dream Within, Thee Obscene, The Falcon, The Frisk, The Mr. T Experience, The Shocker, The Who, Third Theory*, Throwdown, Tiger Army, Toothpick, Total Chaos, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Trapdoor Fucking Exit, TSAR, TSOL, The Tubes, The Twilight Transmission, Twist of Fate, Two Man Advantage, UK Subs, Under a Nightmare, The Unseen (wow, they suck now!), US Bombs, US Roughnecks, The Valentines, The Vandals, Varukers, Velvet Acid Christ, The Vibrators, The Virus, The Voidoids, The Weakerthans, White Zombie, X, X-Ray Spex (true, I hate their singer, but they're cool anyway), Year of the Rabbit, and more but i'm getting lazy here...
I'm poetic, dreamy, sappy, and pathetic. I like to write, and I like the concept of love...but so far, I've yet to feel it.
Alright, so I have, but...yeah, let's not go into that.
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what do you do when something is annoying the heck out of you, when you can't get something out of your mind, when you keep going back and thinking about the same thing all the time without realizing it til it's too late. Why can't I just stop? I don't want to think about this.
I feel there's something wrong with me. (link)
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I have the exact same problem, and it tends to cause depression. The trick is to distract yourself. If you find yourself thinking about it, immediately change the subject in your head. Call a friend, watch tv, do any hobbies you have (whether it's playing an instrument or painting, writing poetry helps me...) and just completely avoid the thoughts altogether. Find music that makes you think about life's better aspects and just listen to it until you can't stand it. Music can be a huge driving force for change. I did that two years ago and it completely changed the way I thought. Before I figured out how to do this, I was suicidal and never happy. I mean sometimes I'll get like that, but it's only for a few hours. It was constant before. If you need anything else, go to my page and find my AIM screenname, and you can feel free to IM me if you have AIM.
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does anyone know of a way to get an anti-depressent(i.e. Zoloft©) without going to see a doctor??? I need something along those lines but i can't tell my parents that i need an anti-depressent for certain reasons. My depression used to be just the common teenage cliche of {boredom + no life + no friends + girl troubles = depression}. Earlier this week i realized it was a much more serious problem when i was alone(drunk + depressed) and for some reason got to thinking that i dont want to live anymore.......So i went downstairs, got a knife from the kitchen, went back up to my room and proceeded to stab myself in the wrist numerous times. It bled all over the place for a while and then i turned really pale felt really cold and also a bit numb....then i just kinda zonked out. The next morning i woke up in a puddle of my own blood, and thats when i realized that i cant do this anymore. So yea my question remains is there any way to get an anti-depressent along the lines of zoloft or ya know something like it without seeing a doctor???
(p.s.) - anyone who says "you should tell your parents" gets a rating of a 1 and i automatically dont like you.... (link)
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yeah...i doubt you can get zoloft without a prescription. just a question though...didn't your parents notice the blood everywhere, or the wounds in your wrist?
but yeah..anyway, i've heard that st. john's wort does work, and i think you can get that over the counter without a prescription. even if you were getting a prescription for an anti-depressant, i'd be hesitant, because in some cases it just makes it worse.
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