My Favorite thing in the world is writing poetry granite i havent written alot newayz im 15 i go to Grafton High School and im not single :-) i met this most beautiful and attractive girl through advicenators we hit it off and now were going out I LOVE YOU ROSEMARIE alot of people think i am unattractive and that saddens me newayz here is one of my poems that i have written it is deep and dark
We have been born to this world
Some live dark and cold
I feel like giving up
Sitting here drinking liquor out of this cup
It sooths the pain and the memories of my life
It doesnt hurt like the blade of the knife
As I look through the shadowed day
I get onto my knees and pray
And wonder why is my life useless to you
I wonder what have I done to you
This rope i tied to a slip knot
No one will be there for me to be caught
As I jump from the rope tied to the cieling fan
I whisper the words Damn
For now i have lived this useless life
The one that cut like a knife
I gasp for air knowing what i have done
No air for breathing, none
I feel it getting cold in this room
No one knew my doom
This useless life has passed me by
When i was not meant to die
I took my life in my hands
My useless life has gone and died
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Okay, for the last two years ive been getting major anxiety when i go away. i never used to have it before a particular trip i went on. now, every time i go away i get it. i dont want to have this feeling anymore. Im about to turn 16 (i know this is pathetic), but i cant help it. is there any kind of medication that will prevent me from having breakdowns? or other ways, please help! (link)
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Well there is medicine but it seems like you don't need it there is anxiety medicine but can only be perscribed by a doctor. But what you have is most likley mental there must have been something that happened on that particular trip. Maybe an embarrasing moment or a life changing event. Or you had a terrible fight with your parents and you wished you could have apologized. Anywas something happened on that particular trip i'm guessing and so now every time you go on a trip you think about what happened on that particular trip in doing so it triggers the anxiety and you start to panic and hypervenalate also you ay have experienced sharp pains in your chest. I hope I helped
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About 7 months ago I went into this mood where I was all pissed all the time and I was all gothic for a while and I was into all this rock music and things I even made my room black (black curtains, bedspread, area rug etc…) I was always wearing a hoodie and I was in my room from when I came home from school until I woke up to go back the next morning. Okay so about a month ago you would find me in my room (still has the black in it but I’m out of the gothic phase)…I’d still be having these mood swings and I’d just fight with someone (verbally) because I liked the way I felt when I was screaming at someone or something along that…and it was kind of weird…and then I’d lock myself in my room and blast some music. now I’m here and I still go through my stages where I’ll lock myself in my room but at times I’ll be super happy and hyper and then 5mins later I’ll be all pissed off or start thinking and go in my room be all depressed and stuff…then in a little while I’ll come out of my room and act like nothing ever happened and be happy and stuff again…I guess I was just wondering if this is something that a lot of people go through or is it like not a good thing…I mean I know constant mood swings aren’t good and fell like I cant go up to my parents and be like hey I’m havin major mood swings what do I do about it?…because when my mom found out I had anxiety she just like laughed in my face about it so I guess I’m just scared of I go to her she will do the same thing.
- thanks ( and yeah…sorry if I sound weird or crazy or something...)
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alot of people seem to be able to relate to this question but there is nothing wrong with being gothic it is jus the way you see it some people do it to "rebel" some do it because they dont get love from their parents and some just want attention black is not a bad color to some people it is a happy color because black is the shadow of everything you and me and everyone else if you like screaming go for it maybe you like fighting you could possibly have bipolar disease which is most often the case and if you cant feel you can talk to your parents about it then that means you feel like they dont give you as much attention as they need to because if they did you would not have a problem going to them jus to let you know hunny if everybody was perfect we wouldnt be here advising you so your problems make us feel needed so if theres anything you want to ask me or any other advisor just feel free to ask or you could always IM me on my screen name which you can find at my column so dont ever feel that you are alone because we are here for you and if someone isnt weird these days they arent normal
Hope You Talk To Me Later
~Alex~
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