I'm InVision. That's what you will know me by, so please refrain from asking my real name.
Gender: Female
Location: Texas
Occupation: PreMedicine Student
Age: 18
Member Since: July 15, 2010
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idk wats worth living anymore. me an my gf jus fight all the time over nothing, an its manly cus i talk about feelings, an she jus gets pissy. im loosing ever so slowly the only thing i love in this life. id die for this girl an for only her jus to get anoyed by me, thats fucked. im loosing everything. all i do is fuck up,, so wats the quickest way to end ur life painless. im tired of feeling pain, i want to jus be in a better place to where i can live an be happy, cus obviously im doing a good job here........... (link)
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Hunny, let me tell you this story. I got pregnant when I was 16 years old. I had my daughter, Yona, 2 months before i turned 17. The father was my first real boyfriend, my first kiss, my first love, first sexual partner etc... We ended up getting married when I was 3 months along. I loved this boy with all of my heart and I was so happy to have our perfect little family. But as time went on, I guess he felt some sense of obligation to stay with me instead of actually wanting to be with me. After Yona was born, things went downhill very rapidly.
He started having a short temper with me, and became snappy. When ever I tried to talk to him he would just get frustrated and not want to talk.
I was down at my lowest at this point, and it started to get to a point where we didn't fight anymore because there was nothing else to be said; we had said it all. He eventually asked for a divorce, and a guy I had dated for 3 years and been married to for almost 2 didn't love me anymore.
I prayed at night that I would just die, hoping that I would die in my sleep.
I was seriously considering suicide, but then I realized that the best thing for me was to move on with my life. I have a daughter to think about, I have my future, and I'm certain that one day I will find the person that is truly right for me. Just because you love somebody, doesn't mean you're meant to be together forever. Relationships are learning experiences and after one ends, you pick your self up, dust your self off, and apply what you've learned to the next relationship you get in. I'm not saying it's easy to get over someone you love, it's rough, but just remember one day you will wake up and everything will be a bit brighter.
Suicide is not the answer you're looking for. Living your life to the fullest is your answer. Tell her straight up "Listen, I love you and want to be with you. But I have to know if you truly want to be with me aswell".
If you have any more question, don't hesitate to ask.
InVision
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