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I've been dancing since i was two-years-old! Dance is really my main gig- competitions are sooo exciting!... i have a twin sis and little brother. I am into sports like softball, swimming, tennis, and that kinda thing! After college i wanna become an occupational therapist or a psychiatrist... i like dealing with other peoples drama! so try me... i'll try to help you out 'cuz "IHaveHelp!"
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For along time now I have had scary thoughts. Thoughts that someone is going to kill me in my sleep. I always have thoughts of my sister or family member doing this. I also have thoughts of killing myself, I even go through the cabinets and pour some pills into ziploc bags and hide them in my room just in case I feel the need to overdose. Sometimes I get in crazy moods and can't control them and I am afraid I am going to do something I know I normally wouldn't do. I am like a different person when I am depressed and in a different mood. It's like I have a split personality or something. I don't know what is wrong with me, and I have this urge to always pull my eyebrows out. It feels so good to feel the hair slip from my skin. I get into a trance and can't stop pulling, afterwards I feel so guilty but while I am doing i its all I am focused on. Each hair I feel represents a problem in my life. And when they come out it feels for a moment I am free of worries. Is it strange to feel this way, to love to feel pain?

You seem like you know the problem- thats good- but no one on this web site can help you- none of us are professionals- please get help, start by telling your parents, tell them in a note or e-mail that only they'd get- put it in your mom's purse or your dad's briefcase so that you dont have to be around when the read it... you need to get help, don't be ashamed or embarressed- i know how stressfull it can be at times.... you need to get help before it's too late!

please... and you'll be fine

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