Member Since: April 3, 2014
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Last Update: May 19, 2014
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God, I'm so stupid. I don't even know how to navigate this site. After I got an answer, I don't know what to click on to post another quetion. I just forwarded a question by accident to tech support. God, I'm SO STUPID. I SHOULDN'T BE ALLOWED TO LIVE. (this was my next question): I know other people have problems and there are many injustices going on in the world, but I've tried everything. I'm 3 mos. behind in rent. My daughter was paying my rent but she cut me off without any notice and I just can't make it anymore. I'm on disability but only get $700 a month. I can barely live on that let alone get caught up. I've been diagnosed with agoraphobia, ptsd and bipolar 2. I have absolutely nobody in my life. I'm 48 and have no friends, no family, nothing to live for. I tried to kill myself about a mo ago. My son called the police and a bunch showed up at my door. They took me to a Crisis Clinic but I was there about an hour and no doctor or anybody came to talk to me so I left. I called a suicide hotline number and was put on hold everytime I called. I feel like God is telling me it's time to go. I've been literally pulling my hair out. My bathroom floor is covered in hair. I'm getting older and uglier. Nobody will ever want me. (link)
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You know, its easy to make simple mistakes..everyone does not just you. When you're feeling depressed like this, you just have to tell yourself the feeling is only temporary, don't dwell on things. If you're on meds, don't stop taking them immediately because it can cause serious mood swings and alter your thinking. Sometimes you just have to look out the window and say shit happens..you'll get through it. If you stay positive about your life and keep trying no matter what, everything will be okay.
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Thanks....I'm still amazed that there are people out there who care enough to respond at all. I never knew sites like this existed... You have no idea how alone I really AM. This site makes me feel "less alone". Thank you so much
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