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E-mail: valerieleeman@hotmail.com
Gender: Female
Location: Ontario, Canada
Occupation: Student
Age: 17
Member Since: April 2, 2014
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I didn't expect to get this. I wanted a list of ways to STOP THIS. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE! I even called a suicide hotline # about a month ago and was put on hold about a dozen times. I kept getting the same lady everytime I called and she clearly did not want to listen to me.
I need help...soon. I have called every number, talked to people, and been used by the rest.
Is there anybody out there who can help? The thought of even starting another month is too much. (link)
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I'm a girl that has done self harm, and have had thoughts of suicide. I don't know what you're situation is, but just tell yourself it's not worth it. Obviously the hotline number isn't going to work, and maybe the best thing is asking people on the internet for advice, though there will be a lot of smart asses out here that will give you rude answers ignore them as well and take the ones that help you out. I just lay down and relax, even sleep for a while. The effect isn't permanent, but the thoughts go away for a little while. We don't know each other what so ever, but I'm sure you will find the light in your life. After all, you can't get a little sunshine without a little rain! Hope this helped you out a little!
Stay Golden!
xoxo
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Thank you. Since first finding this site, I can't say I still don't want to end my life. I'm thankful for this site. I really have'nt explained my whole situation, which a couple people have mentioned. I feel like I never do the right thing in any situation. I feel like if I would've explained more, I might've gotten "harder", more negative advice. I guess I mean harsher. I just don't know how much more I can take. I know it sounds selfish of me to think I'm going through more than most. And, I know that's not true. I just want to be able to talk about what's going on and not have people remind me of that, that others are going through worse things. I know that. It doesn't help me or give me hope. And it makes me feel wors about being 48 yrs. old and feeling the way I do. I just have no more "bounce" left in me. Even starting this...thinking about all I could write to explain my situation is unbearable. I will explain more as I go. In a nutshell....adopted by parents who thought they couldn't have children. The same week they adopted me she found out she was pregnant. Have been told by her sister that they wished they hadn't adopted. They have 2 sons. When I was a child things didn't really bother me. It was when I became an adult that I realized they never cared. They've never treated my kids like they were their grandchildren. And seeing other daughters with theri mothers and fathers...I just don't have that. It's feels more like a business relationship that "family".
I d on't know...just writing this little bit is making me sick to my stomach. I'll write more later.. I'm overwhelmed. My parents are extremely wealthy and I hear about these fishing trips my father goes on with one of his sons. I don't hear hardly anything as they don't have much to do withme. They've helped their boys out with homes, etc. I'm 48 yrs old and really struggling. I'm 2 mons behind on rent and I've asked my help. 3 months ago I asked and my dad's still "thinking about it". I'll write more later.
thank you for all your help and thoughtful words.
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