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my dad hates me so i cut myself and im planing on killing myself how should i kill myself? (link)
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I will answer your last question first. NO, you should not kill yourself!!! The way you are feeling is NOT your fault. Give yourself a break.
The fact that you feel hatred coming from your dad is a very powerful reason to feel depressed. I imagine along with it comes feelings of being rejected and quite possibly mistreated and misunderstood by him.
You cut yourself. That tells me that you have a huge amount of pain inside of you that you cannot express or talk about. So, you must cut yourself to release it. This is understandable. When there is no one around you that you feel comfortable enough to tell your feelings to, you have to find a way to get rid of this unbearable pain. Dad is obviously not someone you can trust or come to for any type of comfort.
My question is, has dad always been so distant and uncaring? Or does he have something that he is dealing with right now that doesn´t let him be available to you?
In any case, it sounds like you need some support. And since dad, for whatever reason seems to be only contributing to the problem, I would suggest that you reach out to someone else.
Who could it be? Look around you and find someone who is open and available. Someone who may be in a position to help you either by listening a lot, or by actually helping you out by providing services to you, such a school counselor, teachers, clergy, etc.
Do you have any friends who will listen, or parents of friends you could open up to? Neighbors? You have to find someone. You cannot keep on fighting these depression and suicidal feelings alone.
PLEASE do me only this favor: Go to someone, ask them for their help. If they cant or wont help you, ask someone else. Ask, ask, and keep asking until someone responds. I guarantee you, someone will. God will put the people you need in the right place when you need them. Just dont give up.
And dont isolate yourself. Reach out and accept the help and care you need right now.
Just the fact that you were brave enough to write in to advicenators shows you are on the right track. You can do this, I know you can. Regardless of what your dad thinks of you. Show him what you are made of by getting help and getting better. God bless you.
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