Name is Layne, age is 17, occupation is babysitter. still answering questions on here even after 3 years is awesome, right? no, just proves i don't have a life. so. if you have a question, feel free to ask it on here or you can IM me on my screenname. i can answer most questions about the categories i have listed. i don't know much about sickness or physical health, or stuff to wear when your husband just died but the man who killed him, whom you're having an affair with, is going to be at the funeral. :) have a wonderful day.
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OK well here goes i have been thinking. i know other peoples life are worse which by the way you never tell some one they will just kill them self for being weak trust me. So i am only 13 and i already hate my life actually it started a long time ago as late as 5th grade. Then a lot of shit happened and i bottle everything up i self harm and have thought of suicide my mom found out about the scratches on my arm and started acting like a bitch telling me i was a freak and she doesnt know Y I do it she didn't even ask. And others dont see it i am in sports i have some of the highest grades in my class i just have given up hope for any change and i see a future of nothing does it get better?? At all?? (link)
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As you mentioned earlier, you are very young. Life does get harder and people get bitchier but if everyone decided to off themselves as soon as things get hard, half of the world would be dealing with death and loss everyday, and the other half of the world would be dead. There are people that need you and care about you and killing yourself is very selfish. I have suicidal thoughts too and I used to hurt myself when I was your age. But I came to the conclusion that my sisters, my dad, and a few close friends would probably lose their minds if I ended my life. Surely, there is someone close to you. Someone who will be sad. Someone you can talk to about these thoughts. If you have a school counselor, that would be a great way to start. Even if you determine that you can live through whatever is bugging you, suicidal thoughts are not gonna go away and they are not normal, no matter what your age is. I suggest you get some professional help. Don't talk to your parents, they won't understand. When they were your age, self harm was practically unheard of.
To answer your question, life really sucks and in my opinion, it's not worth living. But the people you surround yourself with make it easier and make life great. Keep your close friends and please speak to someone about your thoughts and self harm. I hope things get easier.
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You really gave me hope! I don't have words to tell you how close I was to the end before I read what you wrote to me so I can only say THANK YOU!
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