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Hello advicenators, I am a 15 year old male and have struggled with self harm for 4 years and various eating disorders and I think I may be gay. Yes that is quite a handful of things, but I am bulimia binge free for 3 months and haven't cut for 6 days ( after a 3 week clean). I'm frustrated about my sexuality in general and feel different in the backwards little town I live in. I honestly just want to cut and fall asleep for a while and wake up and know for sure if I will be accepted and if I am more than bisexual. I grow weary of all this uncertainty, but I understand how there is no 100% way to know at my age. My mother knows, and she has been making offensive jokes about it and sneers at the very fact of it all... I want this to stop more than anything.(I am on Zoloft by the way for
depression)I used to go to counseling. I want to be on for five fucking minutes for once. That is my plea for help, and I'm not sure if anyone will even read this let alone have any solutions for my questions.should I be in counseling again, and is there anyone out there I can trust enough to let them help me?
Counseling can be very helpful. I dealt with an eating disorder myself for a long time. My mom criticized me for a long time also and it made me depressed too. But you can't change the way people think or react. It may take your mom a while to adjust accepting your sexuality but try not to take it personally. Believe it or not there are millions of people out there like you and having someone to talk to and that is willing to listen is a big help. Keeping those feelings inside is what destroys people and causes us to self destruct sometimes. There are people out there that are trustworthy but there is also a lot of people that will let you down...you have to remember no one is perfect. Counselors are professional people that make their living on people putting their trust in them so I think that is a good option. You might not always like what they have to say but they are there to help ya know.
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thank you its good to know im not alone
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